Dear Diary,
They have tortured me in indescribable ways. My cuts and bruises cover me, and forever I bleed in sorrow. But last night, the strangest thing happened. My night guard, the one who has to read this every time I wright to make sure I'm not planning to escape, helped me. He opened the door and came in. He treated my wounds, he was kind to me. Should I trust him ? No. I promised myself to never trust, never love, never to have anything but hate and despair with anyone ever again, for save I be burned again. I must except help when needed, but never trust, never love, not again. Never.
I shall not love, therefore I shall not perish.
-Scarlet Rose
Dear Diary,
The prison guard , his name is Damian. He is so kind, every time I see him I feel my guard go down a little. It's almost like my heart softens when he is around. I feel this ache in my chest, almost like it's uncontainable. No. I can not let this happen. Even as the tears fall I can not break, I can not give in. I must stay strong. The agony is overtaking but I must not fail. For my people my world, I must not fall in love. My kingdom comes first, that is my only love. Any other love would get in the way. Any other love could be ripped away from me, like my little sister, poor little Arachne twas' murdered because of me. Because it would get to me, because they thought I would give in in sorrow, with nothing left to protect. But they were wrong. I still have my kingdom to protect and I won't let them take that or my flames away from me.
Love is meaningless for me, all but love for my kingdom. Nothing shall stand in my way, even if I must rot here for all eternity.
-Scarlet Rose
Dear Diary,
Damian has continued to come every night, and every night I have no choice but to except his help. Last night he brought a book, a book, Ancient Astrology. It spoke of the stars, and how they all had names and constellations..... oh it was just so beautiful. His voice had slowly lulled me to sleep. Maybe he isn't so bad... but I must not let my guard down. Never.
Maybe I can trust someone .... just this once....
- Scarlet Rose
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Me And My Flames (on hold)
ParanormalThis book is about a young princess named Scarlet Rose Demicous, who can control fire. It follows her through her agonizing journey, including being chased by an organization who want her power , and trying not to love for save being burned. It's a...
