Would You be mine? { Jennie X Reader }

JULY 17TH

Like I said, July 17th was a day I really didn't like, which at that time was my heart broken day. I cried incessantly, from the time she died until night, I didn't stop.

It was all a nightmare. I didn't know what to do when I saw her lying on the floor covered in blood.

"H-how?" the woman said, crying and wiping away her tears. I was not surprised if she wanted to cry or not, but I was confused when Jisoo, Lisa, Rosé, and Jennie also cried. They all cried out loud, while I just kept quiet watching them.

"I'm sorry." Jisoo said, "sorry." I'm speechless, don't know what to say. I looked at my sister's tombstone, and I didn't realize my tears were flowing too. I sat down and lowered my head, I didn't want them to see me shed tears.

"S-she was killed." I said, I heard them gasp. "My sister and I were at home watching TV at the time, then we heard a knock on the door. I stood up and opened the door-" I was cut off, when I recalled the horrible event. My tears didn't stop, and suddenly I felt a hand around me. When I looked up, Jennie was hugging me. I lowered my head and continued to tell the story.

"When I opened the door, I saw my father drunk and a bottle of wine in his hand. He pushed me and I fell. My sister heard what happened and she rushed towards us." I wiped away my tears and said, "Before she came near us, my father had hit my head with the bottle of wine." I gripped my shirt tightly. "Sister protects me from him, but-" I closed my eyes. "She's the one who got hurt." I clench my teeth.

"I don't remember what happened at that time, but when I realized, in my father's hand was a knife and his eyes were wide when he realized what he had done. I looked in the direction he was looking and I saw that my sister was in front of me with a smile. " I raised my head, looked at the woman and said, "That was the last time I saw her smile before she fell towards me." Slowly my eyes looked down. "She died in front of me."

"No!" The woman shouted, making my eyes widen and looking up at her. "No." She said almost like a whisper but can still be heard. I frowned and look at her sharply.

"Why do you care ?! After you left us, why do you want to care now ?!" I shout.

"I-" she doesn't know what to say when what I said was true. She looked down as she sobbed. I backbone them and looked down as well.

No one knows this pain. No one but her. Her smile disappeared as she closed her eyes. I put my knees to my chest, and hugged it tightly. I heard the sound of thunder, and the day began to darken. The sky seemed to feel sad, upon hearing my story. Jennie was still hugging me, the others I didn't know what they were doing because my head was still bent down. All I heard was their cries. It disappears when it starts to rain.

I don't care the rain getting wet on me. I'm happy because the sky is crying with me. I don't know who is wrong. I don't know if this is my fault, or father, or mother or sister. Or this world that is so cruel. I do not understand why all this should happen in this life. Everything! Why should it happen. This grief, this pain, should not exist!

And so we, silently, cried loudly but were not heard because the cries of the sky were louder along with the sound of lightning. We don't care if we get wet. I wonder, why do they care so much about my sister?

Jisoo, Jennie, Rosé and Lisa were cried because of my sister.

But why?

Author notes:
Hey readers! Just for your information, chapter 1 until chapter 10 was written in 2020 where I still learned English and that is why my English was a little broken. However, for the next chapter maybe it will be batter than the previous chapter but not so good like you guys think. If there any wrong grammar or vocabulary, feel free to correct me. It can help me to improve my English.

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