Lydia Reasoner

The Nightmare

We went to sleep

Me: "mom, please... no, stay with me, come on.... noooo"
Spencer: "babe, wake up... wake up, Lyd...
Me: " dad, where are you, please.... dad?... no, no, no, not you too... I cant lose you both..." *crying*
Spencer: "Lydia, babe, you need to wake up..."
       *Spencer finally wakes me up*

Me: *sobbing*
Spencer: " it's ok, babe, come here... it was just a dream, ok?
Me: "th-they... they are gone"
Spencer: " who Lyd? What happened?"
Me: " I had a dream, well not really a dream, I remembered my parents deaths... we were at a park, and someone randomly started shooting. My mom and I were at the swings, and dad was messing with our dog, and my sister was playing tag all around the place. My sister was shot first, and my parents both rushed over to her, to help her... my mom had told me to hide, so I did... the next thing I new, my mom was lying on the floor. I couldn't just sit there, so I ran to my mom, and watched her die. Spencer I watched my mom die... my dad came over and pulled me off of her, and hid me again... he had told me to stay put no matter what, I stayed hidden until I didn't hear any more shooting. I looked around for my dad, calling for him, looking around, and under everything i could find... i finally found him dead beside one of the big play rocks..."
Me: " the shooters were still there, and one of them snatched me up, and put me in their car..."
              *I was 15 years old*
Me: "one of the shooters must have knocked me out, because I had a major headache, and I didn't remember having to walk into the  room I was in...
I was chained to a bed, and there was a man standing in one of the corners, just looking at me. I screamed and screamed, but I soon figured out no one was able to hear me. The man that was in the corner came over to me, and started taking his belt, and pants off... I knew what he was gonna make me do, and I started to squirm, and shake my head..  I was saying no, no, no, no, no... the man called another man into the room, and he held me still. The first man shoved his penis into my mouth, and took my head... he started bobbing my head back and forth until he came in my mouth..." I was raped soooooo many times." "One day police found me, and by that time I was 19... I didn't have to be in foster care or anything, so they gave me some money to get me started."
Spencer: "I'm so sorry, babe. I love you so much!" "We should probably get up and get ready, since its morning!"
Me: "yeah, we should"
*spencer does to the bathroom, and puts clothes on...*
Spencer: "hey babe, will you look in my drawer, on my side of the bed, and grab my necklace please?"
Me: "yeah"
Oh my God... is that what I think it is??