(ON HOLD)Mate? (Divergent-Eric)

Pathetic

I kept my eyes closed and inhaled the scent of my mate. The woods. He also has a mixture of my scent if any werewolf smells him. Yes we mated and I marked him. He'll be turning later tonight. But I know he'll get a little freaked out once he noticed all his senses being heightened. I sighed in content and opened my eyes. His eyes were still closed and light snores left him mouth.
I looked over at the clock and realized what time it was. 7:41. Training starts at 8 and I haven't had anything to eat this morning yet. I shook Eric to wake him up but all he did was groan and pull me closer to him. An idea popped in my head, this better work. I started to kiss his collar bone, up his neck, and across his jaw. He moaned softly and I could feel something hard press on me. He has a boner. Great that's totally what I wanted, note the sarcasm. I leaned in and pressed my lips on to his. Without warning he grabbed me and rolled me under while kissing me back aggressively. After a couple seconds I gently started shoving him off. He pulled away and smiled down at me.
"Come on you have training. I'll grab us muffins in the dinning hall and we can eat on the way there." Eric said rolling off of me.
I blushed at how we were both naked from yesterday. Getting out of bed I put on my clothes at the same time he put on his. We both went to his bathroom and fixed ourselves up. Trust me when I say we really needed to.
"Alright let's go. We're going to be late as is." He said grabbing my hand and dragged me out the door with him.
While we walked to the dinning hall we saw Max walking with Logan.
"Ahh I see you both decided to get up and join us. Meet us in the meeting room at 6:15 to talk over things. Four, Lauren, Adam, Logan, Asher, and Derek will be joining us." Max said before walking off with his beta.
I still need to apologize to Adam about yesterday. Eric grabbed two chocolate chip muffins and gave one to me.
"Here you go little one." He smiled at me and grabbed my hand again.
Once we got into the training room all the initiates were either punching bags or fighting in a ring. Four saw us and walked over.
"Hey glad you both finally showed up. Eric if you want you can go train her somewhere else for now since she needs to get caught up and I don't think she'll enjoy people watching her trying to get caught up. I'll see you both later." Four said walking away to help a candor boy whose nose was bleeding.
Haha maybe he should've went to Erudite, get it knows nose, alright no just never mind then.
"Well looks like we'll be using the leaders training room. Come on little one."
What's up with him and calling me that? I caught up to him as we arrived in a nicer looking training room. Damn. Why can't we have one as nice as this? Eric shut the door behind us so we were along.
"Alright so we're going to start with..."
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Eric and I were heading off to lunch. After spending all morning learning how to fight, I'm not as hungry as I thought I would be. We walked into the cafeteria to find we got there earlier than everyone else.
"Go to the leaders table. I'll be back." Eric said before running off.
Whatever that was about, he was acting weird. I grabbed food and sat down where the leaders usually sit. Staring at my food I started picking at it. I shouldn't even bother having it. I'll only get fatter than I already am. I was reminded everyday for being fat and ugly. No wonder Eric left me to eat by myself and acted weird. Can't blame him. He probably doesn't want to see his mate eat and become fat. I don't know how he can stand my ugliness. I pushed away my food and left the cafeteria.
I need to exercise. I walked into the leaders training room and locked the door. Making laps all I could think about was my life back in Amity. After about 35 I stopped and looked in the mirror in front of me. Yes, Dauntless leaders decided they needed a mirror to cover the whole wall. Still fat. And Ugly. And pathetic.
I sat up against a wall and cried to myself quietly so I wouldn't attract anyones attention. My eyes started to droop and before I knew I fell asleep.
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A/N: Well...I finally updated•_• *Shrugs*