discouragement

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month 4-

You frighten me.

Any moment, you could drop dead cold instantly.

It scares me until I shiver of melancholy.

Any sign of discomfort only puts weight on my heart and shoulders.

I don't know if I could deal with this pain anymore. It just tires me and what would I do if you-

-if you-

I can't even manage to say it.

What I'm trying to say is that,

I can't.

I feel helpless just seeing you lie there. I can't do anything to help you. I feel useless.

This will be hard for both of us but it'll save both of us the pain.

Goodbye.

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