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4. I Hate Living

Months had passed and there was still no leads on Shirabu's disappearance. Eventually they had to shut down the case.

There was nothing they could do.

Semi hated that fact. He knew it was true, but he wanted to believe it was a lie. He wanted to believe he could go to every house possible and search it, but of course that couldn't happen.

He felt so empty. He would look at his phone expecting a needy text of some sort. Something like I'm bored hurry up and come over here slow ass hoe like Shirabu would always say.

He often went to Shirabu's house and slept in his room half expecting to see the sleeping boy when he woke up. That maybe this was just a bad dream he was having. That Shirabu was still with him being the brat he loved.

All he could do was cry. He cried every night. He was so gone without Shirabu. Half of him died.

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Shirabu liked to dream. He liked escaping the nightmare that was his life. He would dream about Semi everyday.

Semi always made him smile in hard times. When Shirabu lost his cat, when Shirabu's sister had to have surgery for her leg, when he thought Semi cheated on him.

He liked to remember that memory. At the time it hurt, but now it was something they both made fun of. Shirabu pretended that he didn't like joking about it, but Semi knew he did.

All cause he believed some bitch and photoshop. He was pretty dumb in high school.

But when Shirabu had realized the truth he cried in Semi's arms and apologized for accusing him of such a thing. Semi was crying too, but he laughed slightly.
"I guess one bitch knows how to trick another one huh?"

Shirabu laughed at Semi nudging him slightly.

He couldn't help but smile when thinking about it. Thinking about him. Semi.

"Kenjirou."

But that was just a memory.

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"STOP STRUGGLING AND DO AS I SAY!!" The man yelled trying to keep Shirabu down on his bed, but he refused to listen.

"IM NOT GONNA STOP YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!" Shirabu kicked and punched refusing to let this man touch him.

He knew Semi would be pissed if he knew what was happening. So he fought him off for Semi. He just wanted to see Semi. That's all he wanted.

"I WON'T LET YOU TOUCH ME YOU MOTHERFUCKER-!"

He felt a vase hit his head and he almost blacked out. He tried to hold onto his conciseness. But he started feeling weaker. He couldn't fight back.

"S-Stop it...!" He cried and sobbed more.