Make me Go!

Chapter 19: Last off

Mina's POV

I woke up when the bright sunlight kissed on my face. I smile knowing anotherrr day again. I did my morning routine before going downstairs. When I get there. I saw my parents-- that's what they said. They are my parents and I'm their daughter. Of course, I'm happy to be daughter of my ship. Baekhyun oppa preparing our breakfast.

"Good morning oppa. " I greeted and hug him

"Good morning. How was your sleep?"

"Gwaenchana. " I only answer before sitting on the chair.

"Good morning everyone." Sehun oppa suddenly came. He kissed baekhyun oppa in the lips before kissing me in the top of my hair. I smiled at him. Woah.. this really feels like they are my parents. This feels good since I miss my parents.

They seated and we start eating.

"So, do you have any work for today minari? "

"Eobso oppa. I have -- I mean. We have 2 days off. But this is our last day off. How about you two? "

"Eobso. What you want to do for today? We have our free time all day long~~" baekhyun oppa said.

"Let's have fun!!!!!"

"Yeah yeah. But for now. Let's eat first okay?" Sehun oppa said when he saw us getting thrilled and Chuckles.

After an hour we done our eating and anything that we have to do. We gathered at the living room first.

"So, what are we going to do?" Sehun

"Let's play videogames!!" Baekhyun cheered but I stopped for a second. Moments with Bambam playing some video games come back to my mind. Hah! The main caused of this shits happening to us.

I think Sehun and Baekhyun oppa notice that I've become sad and quiet. They look at me worriedly. I just smile at them before answering.

"Sure! Let's play PUBG." I pretend that I'm excited Even though I lost my interest unlike earlier.

"You sure?"

"Yes.." I said and give them my reassuring smile.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't--"

"Oppa. Let's just forget about it for now please? Let's enjoy this day."

"Fine. " Baekhyun sighed defeated before becoming so cheerful again. We just laughed at him because of his childish attitude.

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t's already midnight when we get done playing, doing some stuffs that could make us happy. Even though sometimes I got out of place because if baekhyun oppa will lose on the game. He will start on seducing sehun oppa to restart the game again and let him win.

Our day ended so quickly. I'm happy because for this day. My illness didn't attack. Maybe because I'm happy. Tomorrow we have a schedule, I don't know what is it but that's what my manager said. I didn't let the managers of my members know about my new number except for MY manager only and of course. SeBaek. I changed my number again because Sehun oppa pursue me. And thank Ghod because the killers and stalkers who's keep on bothering me gone. I hope forever. Since Sehun oppa gave me another number for my phone.

I did my night routine before heading to my bed and sleep. Before I could doze off. I didn't close my window. I  just watched for a minute the beautiful view of Clouds,Stars and Moon.

~The sky.. it's so beautiful right? Just like you. The stars are twinkling so pretty. Just like you. The moon is so bright right?? Just like you.. ~

~I want to see you dancing ballet under the beautiful sky , pretty stars and bright moon~

~I want to see an angel dancing under that. Not only that. I also want to see you dancing under the rain.~

~there's really something on you that make me want to see you dancing in all of the beautiful place and time. Or any season. ~

My heart tighten when I remember that. My tears dropped one by one. I'm crying again.. why I always have to suffer?!! The time goes by and I feel my eyes getting heavy, maybe because I cry so hard. Again. Until I didn't notice that I fell asleep with the image of Bambam looking at the sky.

Bambam's POV

Morning came and I feel the bright light of sun kissed on my face so I decided to wake up.

I was so exhausted since the news came out. I really regret all of the mistakes that I've done. Of course. Who will not regret it if that's the reason why the person you love disappeared. If that's the reason why my and the person that I love life messed. Why we both are hurting.

I look at to my window. I automatically smiled when I saw the sun shine.

~I promise to you bami. I'll dance under the Rain, Under the beautiful rising Sun and under the beautiful sky, Shining star and Bright moon for you. Just wait. I'll give it to you.~

My heart aches remembering her promise. Her beautiful smile that day. My tears dropped non-stop. It's hurt. It so hurt!! Why am I like this?!! I'm so lucky to have her!! But what did I do?!! I was sobbing quietly while watching the sun. I can't stop my tears from falling down. I love her! So much.

"Hyung . Wake up~ we have some--" yugyeom stopped talking then he hurriedly embrace me. That's why I couldn't help but to break down. I can't bear it. I cry. I cried hard. It's hurt! I'm really hurt! I don't know what to do.

"Hyung gwaenchana. We're here for you okay? Cry it out. "

"Why it has to be like this?! I just want is to be happy. To be with her?! What did I do? Why I fvcked up so bad!! Why I'm so stupid?! Why I'm so dumb--" I cried to yugyeom. I'm so angry to myself that I started to hurt myself but he stopped me.

"Hyung. Everything will be alright. You just have to be strong. Your not stupid, or dumb or anything. People tend to do a mistakes. Your human. You can't help but to do a mistakes. But I know that you can fix it. Be strong hyung. Don't hurt yourself because it's useless. Just cry it out. We're here for you. Always.." yugyeom said.

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For those who is waiting for some smuts. I'm sorry because Im not planning on adding that for some reason HAAHAH . I also don't know how to make one. So that's it maybe a little peck will be enough right? HAHAHAAH