𝐢 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 (𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐤'𝐬 𝐛𝐱𝐛 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲)

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗻𝗲

𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗸'𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃

6:00𝘢𝘮

i got woken up by my mom walking into my bedroom. i turned over, only to get blind from the sun. i groaned before turning back over so i was facing the wall. "honey get up for school" i heard my mom spoke up. "can i skip today?" i asked turning my head to look at her. she shook her head no making me groan. "no get your lil lazy ass up now" she said before walking out of the bedroom.

i slowly slid out of bed before heading over to my closet. grabbing something simple to wear. i just decided to put on some grey sweatpants with a hoodie and my white tennis shoes. i headed into the bathroom that was attached to my room before getting ready. once i was done getting ready, i headed down the steps to get some breakfast before hell-i mean school.

i walked slowly into the kitchen to only see my mom cooking something. i sat at the table before looking at my phone to only see hate. i closed my phone before grabbing the plate that my room sat down before slowly eating. "how you sleep?" she asked while eating her food. "good i guess" i said with no emotion. once i was finished, i was going to do the dishes but my mom stopped me. "i'll do them honey" she said, i looked back at her. "you sure momma?" i asked, she nodded. i kissed her forehead before heading out of the front door.

i put my hood up before heading off to school. i kept looking down at my phone, reading the hate not realizing i made it to the school. i put my phone into my backpack before heading into the doors to only see people giving me the death looks. i kept my hood on and headed to my locker until i got pulled back and slammed on the floor. i looked up and saw my bullies and dunked from them. "p-please d-don't h-hurt m-me" i said tearing up and trying to hide from them.

the boys laughed before they started kicking and punching me with me crying my eyes out. "s-stop" i said trying to move away from them but one pulled me back down and held me down while the others beat me up. i couldn't move because i was in pain. i really wish this could stop so i can be happy again. "one last thing to say before we head off to class, go kill yourself faggot, nobody loves you" mike said before kicking me again and they all headed off to class. i grabbed onto the lockers and pulled myself up crying while crying my eyes out in pain. i made it to the bathroom without falling but almost did. i looked myself in the mirror and contiuned crying. "h-how d-did t-they f-find out" i said crying my eyes out before falling down to the ground.

a few minutes later, i slowly got up and headed to class. i knocked on the door and the teacher opened the door with an angry expression. "why are you late AGAIN?!" i flinched when he yelled bud looked down because everyone was looking up to me. "s-sorry i-i w-was in the b-bathroom" i nodded before making my way to the my seat and sitting down. i had to sit next to kids and i was so scared of him but also love him. god why do i have a crush on him especially when he's my bully.

the teacher taught while mike put his hand on my thigh making me flinched. we was in the back of the room so nobody could see what's happening back there. "s-stop" i said pushing his hand off my thigh. he kept putting his hand on my thigh. he kept putting his hand on my thigh while laughing. "m-mike p-please" i said trying to move my seat from him. he moved my seat back and contiuned doing it.

soon the bell rung and i got up slowly since i was hurting before heading out of the classroom. i slowly made my way to my locker while groaning in pain but got pulled back by them again. mike slammed me against the lockers and i flinched. "n-not a-again" i said holding his shoulders trying to get away from him. he smirked before they all started kicking and punching me again. "p-please s-stop" i said holding onto my stomach and crying out in pain.