Unlove me

Chapter 3

I was awoken by someone shaking me "whaaaatt?"I whined.

"Get up please" by the voice I knew it was Sarah.

I sit up "are you okay?" She asks.

I nod my head "he just doesn't know and he makes up jokes like that and it hurts I know I'm tough but when it comes to that subject I get sensitive" I say as tears stream down my face.

Sarah hugs me "I know if he knew about Noah I know he wouldn't say stuff like that but boys will be boys." She smiles a little as a tear comes down her cheek.

Me and Sarah always get emotional when it comes to Noah. "I wish he was still here but I don't regret that night I wouldn't change anything if I could." More tears come down my cheek.

She nods "I know you wouldn't." I pull out my necklace from underneath my shirt. It's a 3 picture locket that Sarah had got me for my birthday a year ago. It's usually you and your parents in it. But it was my parents and Noah right beside them.

we both start to sob looking at the pictures. "I miss them." I say as we hug each other "I know I miss them too" she replies.

Sarah was close to my parents just like I'm close to her mom and Noah was our bestfriend.

We were interrupted by someone opening the door "sorry I heard someone crying and came to see if everything was alright" Rebecca says as she enters the room.

I look at her and Zayn and Niall appear behind her. "Are you guys alright?" Zayn asks we just nod.

"Just bringing up some pretty emotional memories." I say and they just nod understanding.

I look at my phone "ugh... It's barely 8" they just laugh.

Sarah stood up and grabbed my hand "come on enough of being sad lets go to the party." I shake my head.

"Oh emma you wouldn't let your bestfriend go to a party by herself would you?" I smile that's what I said to her last time.

"Fine." I said.

Once we get to the party I go straight to the kitchen I need a drink. I really hope harry stays away from me cause I am to tried to fight right now. I chug two beers done with a shot before I walk over to Rebecca and Sarah.

Sarah has a beer in her hand that I gladly take "hey" she says looking at me and I just shrug.

By now I've had to much to drink. I decided I want to dance I get in the crowd of people and start to dance to the rhythm of the music. I'm swaying to the music when someone comes behind me and grips my hips with his hands. I'm to drunk to care so I keep a dancing. He starts to kiss my neck and it feels good. He then reaches my jaw and kisses it I lean and kiss him. He kisses me back. His tongue licks my bottom lip asking for entrance and allow him. His tongue roams my mouth. I moan and he moans back in response. I open my eyes and am shocked. I immediately pull away from him and stare to see if my vision is clear and my mind is not making up this person up. But it is him it's Harry I was making out with. Oh God. I run and look for Sarah. Once I find her I beg to take me back to the dorms. I am so screwed why did I have to make out with him now he's ganna hold it against me especially since I moaned. Once we got there I went into my drawer and took out a Tylenol. I know for sure I am going to have a hangover in the morning.

I woke up 11 and my head was killing me. And I start my classes today. I am a music major I can play the piano, and the guitar and I like to sing. My class starts at 1 so I decide to take a shower and get ready. After I'm done I getting ready I start heading to class. While I'm walking to class I put my earphones on and listen to Adele.I get to class and take a sit. 5 minutes before class starts I feel someone next to me I turn and see harry. Why does the world hate me. I just look forward and try to ignore him.

"Well hello everyone and hello to our new students." she says as she claps her hands together.

"For those who do not know me I am Mrs.Smith now to start the class who in here is new ?" I raise my hand and look at the other people who raised it.

"Okay now today some freshmans will perform for the class and tomorrow the others will. understand?" We all nodded our head.

She called us by our first name in alphabetical order. When we got up there she made everyone introduce themselves and say what song the were singing or we're going to play. Right now a girl named Emily was singing Oblivion by Bastille. Once she ended we clapped then i heard my name be called. I got up and walked over to the piano.

"Hi my name is Emma Matthews and I will be singing Make You Feel My Love by Adele." I took a deep breathe then place my hands on the piano keys. I started to play the song and closed my eyes as I started to sing.

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I will never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
And I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love

I opened my eyes and they all clapped I went back to my sit. Once I sat down Harry leaned over to my ear and whsipered "You we're good."

I don't know why but it sent down my spine."Okay that enough for today class I'll see you tomorrow." she said.

I quickly got up and left. "Hey Emma wait" Ugh. what now.