𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮

jealousy

As I ran from the Classroom, I felt my cheeks go boiling.
It's like I can't choose within Malfoy and Riddle, they are both so Good - Looking, it's impossible to choice between them..
Why cant be life be easier and just give me one person to like? Instead of crushing between two people..

As I make my way down the halls, heading to the yard, a hand reaches over and pulls me into a dark corner.

"Y/N, we need to talk.. Now"
The shock and surprise in my eyes was unbelievable, my heart raced as they pinned me to a wall, once again..
"I don't like you with other Boys, you know that, don't you?"
Malfoy raised his voice, clenching his knuckles.
"What the fuck Malfoy!? Who do you think you are? Hating me now Controlling my Decisions? Pathetic.."
He removes one hand off me and grabs me by the neck and rests my head up, looking straight at him in the eyes.

"Nobody says that to me, I don't fucking care how bad you scream or are in pain, I'll fuck you till you drop, I'll ruin your life, Y/N.."
He grabs me by the cheeks and faces my head the other way hardly.
He then removes both of his arms and lets me fall down onto the floor.
"Pathetic.. weak, I wish you wasn't in Slytherin, I hate you and despite you"
He storms off.

I drop onto the floor, grabbing my knees and my head squeezing into them, I start to break down and cry as hard as I can, screaming.
I couldn't control my feelings, I was already hated by my parents and all the Slytherins..
Now Malfoy.

I pick myself up and walk, gloomy to the yard, in a corner with my book.
The soft grass felt amazing on my skin, running my hand though it and grabbing an apple out of my bag.
I then start to read my book,
"The Urban Legend of Mermaids"
A classic at Hogwarts..
As I read through the book, I spot Malfoy and his little pathetic gang running to Malfoy's usual spot..
"His Tree"
If anyone EVER hanged near it, he would make sure they would be not breathing the next day..

He climbs up it, I can't help but stare.. his beautiful cloak dangling down his body.. his hair in his face, swifting across his pale, sweaty face..
and his grey.. depressing eyes that you could totally get memorised into..
He then spots me.

Luckily nobody else did, Crabbe was eating, Goyle was probably spreading rumours about someone new to his friend, you know that what I mean..
I couldn't get my eyes off him, why cant I ever do the right choices?..
He then smirks at me, I can't help but blush, he's the definition of perfect.

Still memorised into his eyes, i grab my apple out of my bag and take a massive bite out of it, fuck! Who would do that?

His pupils shrink, giving him goosebumps, his cheeks going redder.. and redder..
I laugh, then licking the juice of my apple off my fingers, sucking each one carefully.
He then straight away looks another way, he's completely blushing now.
Crabbe picks up on it and gives me his death stare, I can't help but laugh, placing my hand onto my mouth.
Draco looks back at me and grins slyly, picking up what I just did.

I then decide to pack all my stuff and rush out before I get pinned to a wall again..