how does it feel
to secretly love someone?
it hurts
it's like having to keep quiet about something you don't want to keep quiet about
it's painful too
to have to watch them make other people happy
and have them use their beautiful lips on somone elses mouth
and knowing that there's a very real possibility that they don't feel the same way
and not only feeling scared, but curious as hell
because you have no idea what you're really feeling
and if there's somethig real there,
or if you're just really close with that person
but holy fuck it's hard,
when you think you're in love with the person who gets you
and has always been there
because maybe it's love, or maybe it's not
how do i find out the difference
because I could never lose you..
