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18. Trial Meaning

Was all that supposed to mean that i was starting the undoing of my curse. I sure hope.

My thoughts start wondering to Luke. Luke his beautiful self. The one who my heart years. I can think of the fresh waterfall and calla lily smell that lingers around him. The way her worries for me.

Maybe I have always know him. I shall ask. Hopefully I have because he is a great companion.

I can't love him though. He wouldnt be welcomed by the gods. Sadly I will have to live with out him in time being.

What did the tiger mean 'upon the throne', for I shall not be ruler of gods and will have no throne. I wonder of what god I will be.

List of possible godities:

-space
-animal
-plant
-dragon  (tiger mentioned dragons)
-war, and beauty

I doubt war and beauty though for I am not very pretty. Just an average female in society now.

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"I dont think I can do this. They might not work"

"They will work, Ellie, your wings will work. I promise. You just need to beleive they will."

"If I die you can have the house."

"You won't die."

"Okay. I trust you. ", and I jump off catching wind between my feathers.

The feelin is exilerating. Joyous almost. As if I am free for the first time. I go upward doing twists and zig-zags. Then I see Luke make his way toward me.

"Told you, you would make it. "

"Yah. Guess you were right. By the way, this is absolutely amazing. "

"Yah. I know. Would you like to hear the story of how I became a fallen angel."

"Yes. Very much. "

"Well, fallen angels do fall out of the sky but only if a greater being has presented an angel of a doer of crime. The angel is struck with lightning and falls to death. If the angel is lucky it will suvive but to have its wings scorched black permenantly.

   I was blamed for a crime I did not do. The crime was stealing the lotus of youth, which is a flower that gives gods their life span of internaty. My freind actually stole it and put it under my cloud island and it was found by the guards. Since I was not on duth protecting it, I got charfed of crime and not one angel or god beleived me.

   I was struck with lightning and fell. I landed in the water and survived. Then I met you a year and a half later when they sent you down for me to look after because of the curse yet you knew nothing and aged yen years within a week.

   I was suprised and fell in love with you. My beautiful goddess of nature."

"Wow. I didn't know your story was so demeaning. It was beautiful.", i say blushing up at him since he is flying higher than me.

"Thank you. So, what do you think your dream meant?"

"I think it is more than three trials of bravery and the first has something to do with an animal god and sacred moss."

"Ahh, I habe heard of this. The first trial is in a jungle and you will meet with the animal god of land for she keeps the moss but she is a trickster and will lead youto the moss if you do a test of btavery beforehand and then the moss you take. I don't know what happens afterward. "

Oh this will be a fun next couple of weeks. Not.

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Sorry it took so long. Been into a really good book called tigers curse. Love yall. Bye.