It's been nine long months since I've felt the smooth cold surface of a razor glide across my skin
It's been nine long months since I've felt the wash of relief as the sharp metal kissed my skin, only to be followed by a wave of shame
It's been nice months since I've clutched the edge of my desk trying to hold myself back from the thing I wanted to dearly
Nine months since I gave into temptation
It's been nine months since I realized that I was good enough
283 days since I picked myself up from the hole that I dug
6,792 hours that I've spent trying other ways to calm myself down
407,520 minutes that I have been in control
It just goes to show that even when you've dug yourself a hole 6 feet deep, you can still crawl back out and be great.
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Its been so long
Random*POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING* I've got a lot of feelings that I used to bottle up inside until I finally burst and broke. This is my story of how I got better. Please read and review, and remember you can always message me
