We were in the lot staring at the stars. I looked in Johnny's eyes seeing the bright balls of light reflecting into his glassy eyes. He looked lost into the sky but in a good way. Like it was his sanctuary. His only hope in the world, forgetting all the fighting and the social groups. I examined every detail of his face. His scar only reminds me of my need to protect him. Not that he couldn't defend himself but I hated seeing him hurt. I looked at his lips imaging kissing them. I dreamt of me and Johnny having the time of our lives all the time but I was to scared to try and make a move. Then wind started to get harsh and I only had Johnny's jean jacket, his only jacket.
"Here. It's getting cold Johnnycake."
I handed his jacket back to him which left me shivering in the cold. My breath was shaky and I could see the cold breaths leave my mouth.
" Y/N you should have it back. Your freezing. I'll just cover up with newspapers. "
He wrapped the jacket around me and smiled softly leaving a smile on my face. He was so sweet.
" Hey Y/N why do you always look at me? " he asked.
My eyes widened. I didn't know he noticed and I thought I was being subtle.
" I don't look at you Johnny, " I tried to sound convincing.
He looked at me smiling sweetly. He touched my hand and I jumped a little but then felt a sense of comfort. I looked down to our hands touching then back to him. My face went red so I looked away. He put his hands on my chin and turned my head.
" You do look at me. I notice...because I'm always looking at you to. " he said nervously.
He put down his hand and started to play with his lips like he always does when he's nervous. It's so cute.
" you look at me? " I said with a hint of excitement.
" ofc I do. Y/N your the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. And I've had feelings for a while. " he looked down embarrassed.
" Oh Johnnycake...you were always the one for me. I've always wanted you. " I said my smile subtle and soft so if doesn't ruin the moment. He dazed into my eyes and I looked into his. We stared at each other like rock statues. He leaned in and I mimicked his movements. We both crashed into each other's lips. It was passionate and soft and the same time. It was the best and my first kiss ever. We both split to get air. He smiled big and I was about to cry but held in my tears.
" Y/N I...would like to do it with you, " he asked nervous but determined.
I've never done it before... But if it's gonna be my first time id want it to do it with my forever love. I didn't hesitate in thought.
" YES!- I cleared my throat- yes...id like that very much cake boi. "
I bit my lip with my head flowing with nasty ideas. I was ready. I knew it. And there is no backing out.
" we should probably go to your place...cause ya know. " he frowned looking disappointed.
" Yea I know. My parents are out of town for a week any way so I say that's best. " I said reassuringly.
We both got up from and walked to my house. The air was filled with crickets chirping and dogs barking but no words flooded the space. We were quite but I could tell Johnny wanted to say something. I didn't bother or else I this might not happen. All I could think about what was about to occur in the next few minutes. We finally reached my house and we entered. It was empty and quite. Perfect.
" This place isn't that bad. " he nods his head in approval.
" well it isn't a rich kid house but it sure as hell ain't like two-bit's. "
