A/n- I got the idea about the disease from@windigowalker I think is there username I'm not sure but if it's not and you know the username pls tell me so I can change it ASAP Elenas POV I woke up with a really bad headache worst then yesterday. I changed into a cute outfit.
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"I really like this outfit it's really cute" I said to myself looking in the mirror. "No the outfit Is so ugly just like you" What the hell I just heard a voice in my head?!? I went downstairs and saw that the boys had made pancakes and eggs and bacon. I sat down and I took a bite of the bacon. "Don't eat that or you'll get fatter" There it was the voice again. I grabbed a napkin and spit out the bacon that was in my mouth the voice was right I was fat. But why was there a voice in my head! "Elena are you ok you love bacon" my dad said. "I'm fine I'm not hungry right now I'm gonna go to the bathroom I'll be back" I said. I got up and went to the bathroom. I splashed some water on my face and looked into the mirror. Why is there a voice in my head why won't it leave! "You can never get rid of me I'll always be here you ugly little girl" "UGHHH GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU STUPID VOICE" I yelled. I started scratching my arm leaving marks on it dark red line marks on my arm. Then there was a knock at the door. "Elena sweetie are you ok I heard you screaming" my dad asked. "I'm fine I'm just tired that's all" I lied. Should I go see a doctor?should I tell my dad? I walked out of the bathroom and went to my dad. "Hey dad" I said. "Hey how are you you look very pretty today" he said. "He's lying he's just saying that to be nice he doesn't actually care he doesn't love you he doesn't think your pretty he think your a ugly bratty little girl" "Shut up" I said to the voice in my head. "Excuse me" my dad said. "Sorry I didn't mean to say that to you" I said. "You just made it worst now he thinks your rude" I walked away to my room and slammed the door and locked it. "SHUT UP SHUT THE FUCK UP GET OUT OF MY HEAD WHY ARE YOU HERE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD YOU STUPID VOICE" I yelled. I fell to the ground crying. "Your a worthless ugly bratty little bitch no one loves you everyone hates you there only nice to you cause they feel bad you just ruin there lives and everyday you live the more your making them miserable" "Shut up JUST SHUT UP GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD W-why won't you leave me alone FOR GOD SAKE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" I yelled and whispered.
