What did I do to you

part 2:

Essence pov

As I walked up to my house I saw my dads car was not there saw so I was kinda happy cause I knew he was gonna hurt me. Still havent ate all day and I was starving and I cant have nothing in the house becuase my dad would know

I went to my room finished my homework and just went on my phone.

I was not night time and my dad was just getting home he came in my room drunk

Y/n: p-please n-not t-today

He didnt even speak he just came up to me and smack me to were I fell on the floor he kicked me in my stomach repeadedly and punched me in the face

He left out the room I sat on the floor crying

I finaly found the energy to get up I went to the bathroom and saw that I HAD A FUCKING BALCK EYE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY IF PEOPLE ASKED ME WHAT HAPPEND AT SCHOOL

I didnt even have any makeup to cover it up my dad would never let me get any he says that it would only make me look uglier then I already was

I just took a shower while I was in the shower I can see all the brusise on me and on big bruse from when my dad kicked me and the rest from him and Cohen and his friends

I got out the shower and went on my bed and went to sleep

The next day I woke up my dad wasnt there so I felt altitle bit better I got dressed into this

I put a black hoodie on to cover my brusise on my arm and got my bookebag and wallked to school

I got to school akd went to my locker and then Cohen came up to my when he did I flinched and tried to hide my face so he couldnt see my black eye but he did amd just ignored it

C: hey e-e-essence

E: t-thats not f-unny I can do a-anything about my ss-s-stuttering

C: did you just talk back to me

Y/n: n-no I was so scared I tried to walk about but he pulled my hair and pulled me to the ground and kicked me

C: next time dont talk back

He walked away and went to class

I walked in the class
T: your late

Y/n: s-sorry
I walked to my seat next to jiggy

J: what happend to your eye

Y/n: n-nothing i j-just walked into a wall

J: *laughs* your so clumsy

Y/n: *I faked laughed*

During class the teacher asked me to read and then I got nervouse

Y/n: h-he t-turned out the l-light and went t-to Jems r-room

The class started laughed
*except jiggy causd he nows about your speech disaorder*

C: s- s-stop stuttering
The whole class laughed harder

J: HEY that's not funny it's not her fault she cant control her stuttering he said getting mad

Mike: awww sticking up for your little girlfriend

*the class giggled*

Y/n: I'm n-not his g-girlfriend

J: she is just my bestfriend

Vallyk: yea ok

T: ok ok class settle down there is nothing to laugh about

The class went on we went to lunch and i was finally able to eat i sat with jiggy

Skip to end of the day 

I was walking out the door and cohen and his friends stopped me agian

C: were you going e-e-e-eseence

Y/n: home

C: I don't think so he pused me to the ground and started beating me agian i felt blood dripping from my head and i started coughing up blood

The boys saw and they started lookig scared they ran away all except cohen

C: are you good
(Bitch no she not good tf is wrong with you)

Y/n: D-DOES IT L-LOOK LIKE IM G-GOOD YOU A-AND YOUR F-FRIENDS BEAT T-THE SHIT OUT OF ME E-EVERY DAY FOR N-NO R-REASON

Cohen just stood there shocked i mever yelled at him before

C: i-

Before he could say anthing i got up and ran home

Trigger warning
(includes cutting)

I ran to my room and went in my bathroom and got a razor and started cutting i cut 7 times and there was blood dripping from my arm i got up went to the sink amd killed the blood off

We didnt have homework today thank god so i slept all day. My dad never came back home i didnt really care he proably at some hoe house

Z's corner

✨y'all dont ever cut yourself just know that there are people that love you and dont want to see you hurt but N Eways I made this chapter long becuase I have school later today and I might not be able to post as much so✨