Revel Up Arts University

Canada

Wendy's POV

It's been a week since I left Korea.

I miss the girls, I miss Seul.

If you ask me do I like Seul, YES! I do.

Do I love Seul? Of course I do.

am I inlove with her? dam yes I am.

How did all this start?

It was when Joy arrived.

flashback when Seulgi is stayed at my house for review.

'Joy is really pretty and tall isn't she wannie?' Seulgi said.

'Oh yes she is really attractive.' I said.

'do you like her Seul?' I asked with a bit of jealousy.

I dont really know why I'm jealous but I think it's because there's already three of us and Seul being the older she take care of us and now she has to focus on me and joy.

Joy is really nice, very out going and fun to be with. and here I am shy and very quiet. Sometimes I do feel like am third wheeling when Joy is with us because both of them talk and annoy each other non stop.

'stop it Wan, first she is a girl and I havent thought about liking anyone at the moment.' Seulgi replied.

'why did you ask? are you jealous?' Seulgi teasingly said.

'yaaaaaa! nooo. why would I be jealous.' I said. My heart was beating so fast.

'okay if you say so, will just teach me this.' She replied pointing at her notes.

I was tutoring Seulgi english because she really want to learn more. While I was teaching her, I was looking at her face, she is very pretty. Why am I saying this. I think I am atttracted to her. I mean who wouldnt be.

'Thank you Wannie' She said and gave me her cutes eye smile.

Oh my heart, its beating even more faster.

'yah you look creppy when you smile' I lied.

'excuse you! i am a cute!' she said laughing.

'Wannie I need cuddles.' she added.

Seulgi is a baby sometimes. She likes hugs.

'arasso!' so I backed hug her.

But then she pulled in front of her and accidentally sat on her lap.

Oh my! what is this feeling?

'you are so comfy to hug wannie.' she said.

'uhm. okay.' i said.

after the hug she look at me, staring straight in to me.

I feel so shy.

'Wannie you are so pretty.' She said.

I didnt reply to her, because I froze.

all of a suddden she kiss me on my nose.

'yaaaa! whats that for.' I shouted.

'you are spacing out Wannie.' she said.

I stand up right away. then I heard a beep outside our house. Thats her dad picking her up.

'bye Wannie see you at school, love you.' she said and left.

after she left I told myself.

'Shit! I think I love her.'

That night I talk to my sister about it, she told me I need to reconfirm my feelings because she thinks that me and seul just grew up together and the closeness I feel is just best friend type. She told me if I get started to get Jealous then thats it.

flashback ends.

Well then, I did get jealous.

The time when I saw her and Joy in the back stage practicing, they good together.

I wanted to interrupt them but I didnt because I think that they are only practicing.

But then the sudden kiss on the lips on stage caught me off guard. I was shock! My heart felt electriccuted it wanted to scream that should be me. I want to cry, I'm all in pain.

After the play, I always caught Joy stealing glances at Seulgi, her eyes are shinning so bright I sense she fell for that kiss.

When I left Korea, I reall dont wanna tell them but Seulgis mom told them.

I have no intention of messaging them because I will only get her of the stories that they will tell me that they did together.

I do have a feeling that soo Joy will confess to Seulgi.

I dont know about Seulgi she is so mysterious I cant even read her.

A month later

Joy always email me of what they did.

But I never reply.

On the other hand, Seulgi havent been messaging me, i think shes angry that I didnt keep my promise of messaging her.

Seulgi is the person who would likely to wait. She is very patient.

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Mom, enrolled me to a Secondary School here in Toronto.

It was fun, I didnt made new friends because I dont feel like I belong.

But that all change when I met a new friend.

Her name is Bae Joohyun.

She is two years older than me.

Just like how me and Seulgi started, me and Joohyun became bff right away.

I must tell my friendship with Seulgi is different.

And Joohyun is different she is very quiet like me.

I became more a bit of a talker when I met her.

I kept telling her stories of how I met my first love.

I didnt tell her Seulgi's name or that its my bestfriend.

Why? because I feel like she is homophobic.

A lot of girls and boys in school confess to her but she avoid all of them.

She always say that the idea of a girl liking another girl is crazy.

I told her I am open about it but I didnt tell her that my first love is a girl.

'Joohyun if you start liking a girl, I will laugh at you!' I said to her.

'Like its going to happen Wan.' she said.

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AN: Whats up guys. :) How are you guys? So what do you think of the story so far?