Tommy looked at Tubbo "Tubbo I gave that disk to you for a reason...you can't just give it away because he asked for it"
"I can Tommy. And I will"
"Tubbo...I trusted you with that.."
Tubbo smirked "Tommy..you are an idiot for trusting anyone- if you remember what Eret said "It was never meant to be"" Tubbo said before handing Dream the disk
"Tubbo!" Tommy yelled, "How- I- I trusted you.."
Dream smirked "Thank you Tubbo"
"Tommy, you can't trust people. Let alone, someone, you call a pushover, you really thought I was gonna listen to you? Of course not!"
"I thought you cared...Tubbo. I really did. I thought I could trust you! The only person I thought I could trust....just betrayed me..."
"Boo-hoo. You gonna cry about it?" Tubbo giggled
"Maybe I will. Maybe I won't. What's it to you? Seems you don't care enough"
"I wanna see you cry. I wanna see you cry over something I did. Knowing I brought you pain will make my day so much greater"
Tommy teared up a bit but wiped his face before the could fall "I'm not giving you that pleasure"
"Aww, that's too bad, I wanted to see you cry. Welp maybe another day" Tubbo smiled
"Never." Tommy spoke softly "Never will you see me cry. Never...will I trust you again"
"Aww, you really think I care. That's so-" Tubbo broke into laughter "That's so-" More laughter "so-" even more. "So fucking pitiful," Tubbo said with a blank face
"They're corrupting you Tubbo! Do you not see it?! Don't blame me if you see your base blown up by tomorrow." Tommy tried his best not to burst out into tears
"Oh, Tommy. Tomathy. Dirty Crime Boy. Gayinnit. They aren't doing a damn thing. You may not want to believe it or even be able to fit it through your thick skull but this, it's me, all me. Not Dream. Not George. Not anyone. It's me."
"Tubbo I- fuck you. Seriously. Fuck you" He let a tear fall down from his face "I really thought I could trust you."
"Just goes to show you can't trust anyone" They smirked
"You were like a brother to me Tubbo."
"If you thought of me as a brother you would have cared about me! You would have never called me an idiot or a pushover- you don't care and you never fucking have!" Tubbo yelled
"I didn't mean it Tubbo! If I didn't care why did I give you the disk?!" More tears started to fall down his face
"You can trust someone without caring about them Tommy."
"Tubbo I care about you! So much! I would do anything for you! I just- I don't want to believe that the only person left that I cared for. Betrayed me."
"No, you don't Tommy. So how about you stop lying to me and tell me the truth. I already told you the truth, and here it is!" Tubbo laughed pointing at Dream who was holding the disk "I told you the truth! It's your turn!"
"I AM TELLING THE TRUTH TUBBO! FUCKING HELL" He wiped the tears away "WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BELIEVE I ACTUALLY CARE FOR SOMEONE?! you really think I'm that heartless huh?"
"Oh dear Tommy, I don't think it. I know it. You don't give two shits about anyone but yourself! ASK ANYONE- TECHNO, DREAM, ANTFROST. THEY ALL WILL TELL YOU THAT YOU DO NOT GIVE A FUCK" Tubbo yelled
Tommy just stayed silent, looking at the ground as he took deep breathes. 'Breathe Tommy. Breathe.' He thought trying to hold himself together
"YOU NEVER HAVE CARED ABOUT A SINGLE FUCKING PERSON IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE BESIDES YOURSELF" Tubbo yelled voice breaking
Tommy shook his head "That's not true That's not true That's not true!!" His breathing picked up as he held his shirt sleeves tightly
"Tommy. It is. And you know it. You're the most self-absorbed, narcissistic, ass hole I've ever met!"
"It's not! Stop it!" He yelled looking up at Tubbo "PLEASE YOU'RE LYING! NO, I'M NOT!" Tears streamed down his face once again
"I'm not lying Tommy. You're the one lying to yourself"
"No, I'm not...." He whispered
"Just accept it, Tommy"
"I'm not accepting your lies..." His voice cracked
"I'm not the one lying Tommy."
"Stop....please.." His voice was soft...small even.
"THEN TELL YOURSELF THE TRUTH- YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOU FUCKING KNOW IT TOO! YOU SAY YOU'RE STRONG BUT DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW YOU'RE WEAK AND SCARED-"
"I KNOW! FOR FUCKS SAKE I KNOW! I TRY! TRY SO FUCKING HARD TO BE THERE FOR PEOPLE. BUT SOMETIMES I JUST CAN'T OKAY?!?! I just.....can't"
"NO DONT SAY YOU KNOW- YOU DO NOT KNOW. AND YOU ARE NOT THERE FOR PEOPLE- WHERE WERE YOU WHEN FUNDY NEEDED HELP WITH HIS GENDER? NOT FUCKING THERE I KNOW THAT FOR SURE! BUT YOU KNOW WHO WAS?! ME AND WILBUR. WERE YOU THERE WHEN KARL WAS WORRIED FOR DAYS CAUSE SAPNAP WAS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN?? NO, YOU WEREN'T. I HAVE MY OWN PROBLEMS I HAVE SO MANY OF THEM BUT I AM ALWAYS THERE"
"I really am that bad...selfish, weak, scared.....wow. Have fun with the disks Tubbo." Tommy turned around and walked off
"Fuck you, Tommy! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ANYONE COULD BE GOING THROUGH. FUNDY JUST LOST HIS FUCKING DAD. WILBUR IS DEAD FOR GOD SAKES BUT YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOUR GOD DAMN DISKS. IT'S SAD! YOU'RE SAD!" Tubbo yelled at him in tears
Tommy just kept walking silently
Tubbo ran at Tommy pushing him down and slapping him "SEE?! RIGHT NOW YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKING CARE. YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID" Tubbo yelled before hitting him again
"If you hate me so much why don't you take away my last life? Go ahead." He said quietly no expression on his face
"BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU TOO MUCH TO DO THAT- I DO NOT FUCKING TRUST YOU ONE BIT BUT I CARE ABOUT YOU. BUT YOU, YOU DON'T GIVE TWO FUCKS ABOUT ANYONE ELSE" Tubbo yelled, tears falling from their eyes
"Because maybe.....everyone I care about is dead. Or betrayed me." He pushed Tubbo off him and got up starting to walk away again
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Sit Back And Watch The World Go By
AventuraOkay, so me and my friend did a role play. Traitor Tubbo AU yeah sad mhm. I was Tubbo and they were Tommy and other characters will be discussed. There is no sex its mature due to things said.
