My Destiny

the voices

(*TRIGGER WARNING*)

Alex p.o.v:

"Alice take her to the guest room," He ordered her "Yes sir." I followed Alice to this room. It was really pretty. "here's the room and that's the bathroom, I'll bring you extra clothes so you can shower." Should ask or do I stay quiet? "Look, Tora said I was in danger? What does he mean?" Why does she look so hesitant? "Because obviously your parents are in the mafia." What?! "My low life parents working minimum pay? Them?!" As I tell her that her eyes widen "i-i have to go, I'm sorry" what just happened? she must be mistaken right? that can't be, no it's not true. (just end it) what huh? I must be going insane (you got no one why not end it) no no no it's not true i got Marco and Mari...they will be safe right? (and what if they're not? what if they're dead? your ugly no one loves you not even the ones that are supposed to care for you YOUR PARENTS) "SHUT UP it's not true" its ok its not real not real!!! (you know it is real, just look at your scars) "shut UP!! no you're fake," "hey everything ok?" What? Who's there? "um yes sorry just tired." oh it's Alice, so i'm ok right? " ok well here's your clothes i hope they fit,'' she seems really honest and nice. could we ever be friends? (why would she be your friend?) "yes that's fine thank you," "well good night rest up you'll need it.'' She brought me a nice white shirt and balack jeans. I head to the bathroom, "wow it's so beautiful, it even has good light!" (you see...it don't you? grab it, GRAB IT) I see it, I need it. I slowly take it apart, place it on my skin, and slide it. At first it was one then two,three,four it kept going. I couldn't stop from my thighs to stomach to arms. Blood flowed over the bathtub over my body. I didn't notice there was too much until I fell "ahhhh ahhh!!!" (why did you stop, you liked it WHORE you LIKED IT) "what happened OMG J GET HERE ALICE!! Hey what did you do WHAT DID YOU DO!!" "what happened let me see" i-i'm sorry i can't anymore, I just can't please let me go it will be good for everyone "Alex cmon stay with me, don't close your eyes please PLEASE HELP HER!" Tora? Why do you care....no one cares not about me "Tora move..Alex breath j give me a needle and thread NOW"what's these peace its calming i can't hear the voices I can't hear tora or alice it's just silent and calm, but its dark there's no one only me and the darkness

Toras p.o.v:

"Alex, cmon stay with me, don't close your eyes please PLEASE HELP HER!" why did you do this at this point i dont care whats around me it like time froze its only me and her "tora hold out her arm SHE'S BLEEDING OUT GET OUT OF THE CLOUDS" what right i hold out her arm alice starts sewing her arm blood stops from her arm "hey alex it's fine now....alex?alex wake up alex please wake up please" i look up at alice she frozen? " don't just stand there HELP HER" "don't you take out that tone on me sir let me hear a heartbeat....j START CPR i'll get the cardioversion machine" fuck alex why would you do this are you sad is it your brother but we got a lead on where he is and where are your parents? "ok put her in the bed now" ok god ik im not a good man but help her "1,2,3,clear" 'beep rrr "again 1,2,3 clear" beep...beep...beep "stable" wow alice is really smart thank you god "tora bring me alcohol and bandages" i do as she said when i bring them to her alex was stable and seem like she would be fine "thank you alice i owe you one"

Alex p.o.v

It's still dark but I can start to open my eyes that peace is gone. I finally open my eyes and the pain is back, why me why?! "Why couldn't you let me DIE?!" i don't care. I finally found peace and it was taken away from me "hey hey it's ok shh don't say that you're here so rest up" why tora why me? "Hey Alex, look we got a lead on your brother. We know where he is" m-Marco..he's alive?..."where is he lets go now please" "NO you stay here don't you think you'll be let out that easily look at you you did this not me i'll get him you STAY" i-im sorry ok im so sorry "please it's all i ask" will he let me "NO that final now rest" he's mad? I understand " thank you tora" "no problem now rest"