Slowly saving me//Mattia Polibio

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Mattia's pov
"Bro I'm not gonna be able to go to work I have so much homework and I'm so tired"

"It's ok your gonna be gone for 1 day"
Ale says

"But I left her today so basically 2 days because ima go to the hospital after school"

"it's mental hospital"
Ale says

"I don't like calling it mental"

"Alright"

Back to angelys pov

I sit in my bed and wait for hours for lunch

*Knock knock*

I stay silent

The girl comes in and leaves my food and runs out of my room

I roll my eyes and walk to the table and begin eating

10 minutes later

I finished and sat on my chair looking at the chair in front of me

And roll my eyes and feel my eyes burning I wipe my eyes and walk to to my bed and lay on my bed on my stomach and cover myself with the covers and close my eyes but can't fall asleep with all the thoughts in my head

He said he wouldn't ever bail on me
And then wonders why I have trust issues I knew he would leave why did I give a chance why knowing damn well he's that type of person

4:00 p.m

I hear my door open and see mattia walk in

"Hey angely"

"What are u doing here leave!"

"Wait what"

"I said leave"

"Why"
He asks confused

"I should of known why would I give u a chance!"

I walk up to him and hit his chest even though he doesn't move I keep on hitting his chest

He grabs my wrist

"Owww!"

I pull my arms away from him

His eyes widen

He grabs my hand and pull down my sleeve and sees the cut I pull away

"Why would u do that u promised u wouldn't hurt yourself"

"Well then I guess we both broke promises"

"What do you mean"

"Oh my god stop acting stupid mattia stop being so dumb u know what u fucking did"

"No i fucking don't or i wouldn't be fucking asking"

"So you don't know that u bailed on me!"

"I didn't bail on you"
He says softly

"Yes you did mattia! U left me here alone for 2 fucking days straight I've been in this little ass cell for fucking hours ok u said u would never bail u lier!"

"I couldn't come I had school angely I was tired I had homework i had stuff to do"

"Fine since u have stuff to do leave and go do them"

"Angely u lied to me to ok this isn't all my fault ok u lied to me to and I didn't even bail because I'm still here I'm not
Disappearing out of no where ok I'm not like those people in your past who have hurt u so stop comparing me the only one who broke a promise is you ok"

I look at his eyes
"I hate you"

"No u don't"

"Leave"

He looked at me in the eyes

"If that's what u want but give me what u hurt yourself with"

I roll my eyes at him and sigh I walk up to the bathroom and get the knife

He looked at it and back at me

"What else do u have"

"Nothing else"

"I don't believe you"

I walk to the bathroom and grab the sharp medal and hand it to him he turns around and walk out I lay in my bed and look up and feel the tears fall down my face I continue crying and cover my self and face the wall