Define 'ㄗモ尺下モ匚匕' Dancer - Jimin FF

Chapter 11

Ah long time no see guys. Sorry was a bit busy but I'll just continue the story.
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Faith POV

Last night was dreadful. I barely slept. Right after the officers left Jimin showed me to his room. I was terrified to be alone but I didn't want to burden him further. As he walked of i silently pleaded in my head he would stay but instead he turned off light and shut the door.

I had a little panic attack, I guess the events from earlier were really taking it's toll. I'm terrified to move anywhere.

I looked around at the messy room. During my panic attack I messed the sheets around as I was trying to get to the door, the lack of oxygen didn't help my situation, I felt so weak. The bed sheets were sprayed on the floor, odd objects been knocked of drawers and his bedside table.

I passed out on the floor.

Awakening was a pain in the ass. Although it was comfortable at the time it was very painful to get up eventually I just gave into the floor, I didn't want to move. My eyes were swollen from all the tears and I swear I have major dark circles under my eyes.

I closed my eyes in shame. What have I become. I left that house to get away and now look at me, I'm weak.

Whilst I was thinking I didn't realise the figure in the doorframe staring straight at me. I got scared, my vision blurred as I try to identify the unknown person.

The figure without wasting time bolted my direction before picking up my weak frame and standing me upright.

"Are you okay? What happened?"

It was Jimin. He sounded so worried.

My eyes finally adjusted, I could see his face clearly. His eyes reflected his concern for my state.

He kept his arms around my waist to keep me upright making sure my weakened state can fully balance.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just a little tired. My legs gave up on my as I was getting out of bed."

He could obviously tell I was lying I mean the whole room was a mess and look at me. Just once though please fall for it.

J: "Okay as long as u truly are fine I won't bother you no more. Need any help to the shower or anything."

"No I should be fine."

J: " alright I'm making breakfast. Should be done in ten mins, that enough time?"

"Yup. Oh and where are my clothes?"

J: " should be in the box over there."

He pointed to a rectangular black box. I thanked him and went about my routine.

When I was done I made my way down the stairs, body still aching from the pain of sleeping on the floor. But I just sucked it up and smiled. Need to look okay so I can be alone ..... again. Like always.

I made my way into the kitchen. It was quite easy to navigate around as it was quite identical to the layout of my house of course with different furniture. As I made my way to the table I spot Jimin in the corner shuffling through cupboards.

"You okay..?"

J: " yeah totally"

" need help"

J: " nah I'm just peachy"

"What u lookin for?"

J: " something"

" does that something have to do with your missing height."

He turned to me and gave me a glare. I just couldn't contain a giggle.

"Chill don't get your panties in a twist. I'll help just tell me what you lookin for?"

J: "1- my panties are not in a twist I have you know. 2- I am the average height for a male my age so bugger off and 3- why the hell are you so chipper."

"God knows"

Honestly I don't know my self. I usually blank people and remove them from my life. I've never been this casual with anyone. I don't know if I like this casualness I have with him. Am I letting my guard down? Maybe it's because he saved me. Hmmmm... that's got to be it. I should guard up. Just because he saved me doesn't mean he can't do something in future. I can't risk it.

J: " A HAH HERE IT IS."

Jimin grabbed a big bowl from the cupboard he was previously scavenging ,like a child going through Santa's present sack ,  and danced around goofily. He then proceeds to trip over his own foot and falls back. Legs in the air like a star. How- what- who- where- whaaattt. How did he manage that?

"PUHAHAHAHAHHA HOW DID U EVEN- like what just happened?"

I then snap back to my senses and stop laughing. Aishhhh I let my guard down again. Maybe I'm overreacting though. This clumsy ass can't do nothing to hurt me. Lol. Actually I'm not gonna take my chances. Did I actually just try to defend him. Ugh I need to get out of here ASAP.

J: " glad your finding this amusing. Anyway breakfast is done."

He proceeds to plant the eggs, toast and bacon on my plate. I don't wanna be rude, especially after everything he's done so I eat up everything despite not being hungry in the first place. God I can't wait to get home.

J: " how was it?"

" it was good. Thank you."

J: " you are welcome. I've got to get ready for work so is it okay If I leave you here alone for a bit. I think we cutting practice early because of some event that some of the other members have to go to so I'll only be a few hours."

" that's fine but why can't I just go back to my house. Then you won't have to communicate with me again or put up with me. I'm perfectly fine on my own."

J: " nonsense I'm fine with putting up with you. It's more the fact I'm concerned about ur safety. From my knowledge u don't seem to take care of yourself and you are not very observant of your surroundings hence why you were attacked last time. Also I want to make sure he who shall not be named is behind bars before I let you back there. For all we know he could be hiding out In that house waiting for you to come back. I ain't sending you back until it's confirmed."

Ugh so annoying. I want sleep.

" alright fine but I'm stealing your bed whilst your gone."

J: " fine by me but try to stay in the bed this time. I don't need your drool staining my carpet in my bedroom please. Also no drool on my bed."

"Ha ha so funny.... not. I'm gonna make sure to get so much drool on ur bed u gonna be washing it for days."

J: " alright good luck with thats. I'm gone now. Bye byeeeee."

He goes to the front door and shuts it after he leaves. It suddenly feels so empty. Ahhhh peaceful. Alright time to sleep. I head over to his room and pull back the covers that Jimin had previously neatly placed back. I climbed in and pulled the covers over me to secure warmth. My eyelids fall heavy as I slowly but surely let the exhaustion overcome my senses. Darkness was all to be seen...