The warm rays of the beautiful hues of the sunlights filtered through the closed windows and to the small peak of the curtains that the winds from the inside made, the mix of orange, pink, and yellow hues was directly at her.
She slowly opened her eyes, and was first welcomed by the rays of the sunlights. Sitting up from her warm and comfortable bed, arms stretched out to the air- sighing heavily before starting her day.
As soon as she got up the warmth of her blanket faded away, though she felt weary she's used to it. She would wake up in the morning but instead of feeling fresh and full of energy, she'd feel drained, tired, weary, and exhausted.
Dragging her feet to the bathroom, looking to her side to see her own reflection on the mirror she was disgusted- disgusted at herself by the fact that how a man with such unbelievable visual and beautiful personality can love a girl like her.
I don't deserve you- i don't deserve someone like you, i really don't- just why? why do you have to loved me?
Her vision got blurry as salty tears formed at her eyes as she blinked, the tears fall down to her face- she was a mess, she didn't knew that dating an idol was very hard.
They barely get to have time together, he's always busy with his idol life he's also pack schedules by schedules even though they have facetime and chat each other almost every hour but it was still not enough for her.
The pressure that gave the both of them mostly her when they're outside in public, she couldn't do much outside without thinking someone's following them- she was worried that what if when people caught them together and people will throw criticism to his group.
She wouldn't want that happening, she wouldn't want to see the other members getting involved on something they're not in.
As much as she love him.. she have to leave him, she didn't want to but there's no other way but to let go and say her last farewell to him. It her took days to have the courage to do the thing she don't want to do.
And now is the day.
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Getting out of the bathroom- all dressed up for her last goodbye, going to her desk and picking her phone up unlocking it. First thing she saw was an article about doyoung and.. her.
NCT's DOYOUNG was seen with a girl in public just yesterday night, the girl was said to be his rumored girlfriend. Do you think they're together? click here for more.
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