Now I'm feel so alone, I can't talk, I cant' feel, I can't move my fat body.
I don't remember when I fall in this fucking hole again, this is momentary I know that tomorrow I will be fine, I know that it's just laziness like all the people said; The word "sadness" doesn't exist for the other people "Why you wanna get the attention of all the people?" "You're not sad, it's just an excuse to do nothing" that is what my mother sayds.
Why I'm here?
Why I' Alive?
Why I'm not thin?
Why I'm just a laziness?
Why the other people see me like a weirdo?
I just wanna be normal, be happy, beautiful, thin, I don't wanna have problems.
Maybe I just need to kill myself
It's a solution?
Maybe it could be...

ESTÁS LEYENDO
The beauty is thinnes?
RandomI am not interested in you reading this, this is just my dayli life with eating disorders, depression and more thing like that.