lollipop//vmin

Better

Everyone is better than me I am bad

I don't deserve anything

I am a whore

I am useless

I am nothing.

I hate myself,

I wish I was never born

Jimin was crying tears were rolling down his cheeks, sobs tore through his chest.He was longing for air. He clenched to the pillow on his bed harder and was sobbing loudly but nobody in his house cared. Nobody came to calm him down

His lips trembled. He ran towards the bathroom closed the door and shouted loudly.His cheeks were red and his eyes were swollen . Sobs escaped when he covered his face and uttered the words "everyone is better than me" repeatedly. He cried his heart out until weeps choked him. He let his emotions flow but till a point. The tears had his sorrows

I don't deserve this

I want to escape I wanna live.

I want someone who cares about me but nobody will love trash like me!

Time skip~

2 weeks passed and finally, it was time for him to go to school. His arm was in a sling. He was excited as well as scared a bit he didn't know why. He arrived at the school early. and today he didn't spot Jimin but he didn't care anyway. Jungkook came with him and was very cheerful because Taehyung came with him after such a long Time.

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It was break so taehyung decided to take a look around his school it had been a long time since he last saw everything. he roamed around the corridors wandering. he went straight to the library.

he took a deep breath inhaling the smell of books. the rough smell of paper and wood. he loved the library it was his favourite place in the whole school. he enjoyed sitting next to the window and just wandering in his thoughts. he wasn't a fan of books but he loved coming to the library.

he went to his favourite table and to his surprise, he saw jimin sitting there and reading a book, luckily taehyung hid behind a cupboard. he peaked and looked at the boy, he was wearing GLASSES
oh my what a nerd you are Jimin hahaha

he was reading some kind of romantic novel judging by the cover. Taehyung saw his chance and took a picture and posted it in the 7th grader's group chat
(A/N: keep in mind that tae and jimin are in the same grade but different sections)
he paused for a moment before posting but he wanted his revenge so he posted it

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the next day at school everyone was whispering about jimin. When jimin passed by everyone looked at him. they were hiding their giggles

"What happened hao?" jimin asked his groupmate

"nothing just look at this!"

upon seeing the picture his face turned pale as if he had seen a ghost

"We didn't know you were such a NERDD!!" hao mocked him

all of his groupmates made fun of him and laughed at him then one boy came and said "we have listened your shit for so long you always instruct us as if we are your servants. you always do the last touch and everything else is done by us !"

"Yeah you shit you don't deserve us!!"

One of them pushed Jimin on the floor

"Who do you think you are?"

Jimin gathered his courage and got up again and finally spoke

"I don't need shits like you, leave my way" the group members were dumbfounded they never saw jimin's face like this and his tone was also changed. Jimin's face was so calm and there was no sign of anger or resentment in his voice.

He got of the crowd and went start to the bathroom and locked himself in a stall. He silently cried trapping his sobs. He wiped his tears second by second. He opened his phone with trembly hands and opened his group chat

He paused for a second

So it was you fucking Taehyung

Thank you for reading~