Love equals tears

I saw her tears roll down her face, I wipe them away. Her makeup is running. I tell her to stop, she doesn't listen. I carry on telling her to stop. But now I realise I'm crying too. I try to clear my mind, I say over and over ' stop crying, be strong, she needs you to be strong, stop your crying' It half works, now I'm only sobbing no tears are coming from my deep blue eyes. Now instead of standing before her I'm kneeling as if I'm about to propose to her, but what I'm actually doing is gently rubbing her thigh, comforting her, supporting her. I still don't understand the reason why she is crying. I'm too scared to ask. She is just sitting on the end of her bed, head in her hands, tears dripping everywhere causing a puddle of water on the floor. We're just sitting there, nothing is being said, there is nothing to be said. She finally looks up at me, her eyeliner and mascara has now taken the colourless tears and turned them black. There is just a black, watery line going down her sad,pale and scared face. I starting thinking rapidly, 'What did I do wrong? Is there anything I can do? Please just put me outta this pain!' "What is wrong my love?" I ask wondering if she can hear the shakiness in my voice . Her pale face and blood shot eyes look at me, and begins crying, but this time harder than before, more meaningful. I still continue gently rubbing her thigh. But now while I do that I place my head on the side of the bed. Then, she lifts her head, looks down at me, places her hand on my chin, leans down and kisses my tender red lips. I'm shocked! Was she scared about kissing me? "Alex...I want you to know the I love you and that I'll never let you go, you'll be mine forever no matter what happens." She try's to say happily through her tears and the shakiness of her voice. "Then why are you crying?" I reply confused. "Because I wanted you to know how much I love you by my crying." I sigh. "Emma.... I love you too!"