Who is she? Peter Parker x reader

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POV Y/n
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"How many times do i have tell you dipshits to leave each other alone!?" yelled to Peter and Walter.

"That's all him Y/N i'm telling you!!" Walter shouted. i took in a large amount of air and release more.

"i'm done with both of you. Come to me when you figure out your shit." I said calmly. i looked over to Peter you seemed to be unbothered. i swiftly turned around slamming the door to my apartment.

"Are they seriously still arguing? Over what?" MJ said to me. I nodded in agreement.

"I'm going to head out on the fire escape to have a cigeratte. Ned is in the room. Please don't tell anyone I'm out here I just need a moment." I told Michelle. She ate snacks on the couch will watch TV and partially ignore what I told her. I feel in my pockets for a lighter and it's empty so I snag one off the table.

'Jonah...It feels like you're still here taunting me. You're gone now and I have to agree with that. I want you back. I love you' I thought to myself as I saw the beautiful lights emit from the city of new york. Slowly inhaling my cigarette with my elbow rest in the fire scape railing, I felt at peace. As if Jonah heard me and could feel my pain.

"Pretty. Isn't it?" Peter's voice sounded behind me.

I let go an exhale that sounded a sigh. "Hi Pete. Michelle told?" I questioned.

"Of course she did. I came out to let you know the food is here if you're hungry." He rambled.

"Thanks, I'll eat in a bit."

Pete turned around heading back into the apartment before he paused. We have a weird limbo between us and everyone knew it. Peter told me he loved me. I love him with all
of my heart but I can't do this to our friends. It's too selfish.

"Maybe I just want to selfish or maybe I'm an asshole, but I don't care Y/n. I can't care Y/n" out of some coincident he felt what I was saying. He knew how I was feeling.

"I love you and I'll never stop saying that. I don't regret kissing you and I don't care for our friends opinions. This is my life and I was to dictate my happiness. I want more for you. I want to see you smile." He walked closer to me. My eyes slightly looking up for the height difference. My lips grew tight and my face warm. His warm hands grabbed my face. "I want to marry you." My eyes teared up and grew red. Heavy sobs made my body jolt and attempt to act as if nothing was wrong. Peter was also teary eyed but quickly wiped them away.

"I love you."

Rain drops slowly fell on our cheeks making this moment oh so rememberable.

"I love you Y/n"

He hands applied to my now soaking face again. His lips connected with mine and feeling I longed for after the last. My hands wrap onto his bicep and the kiss intensified. His hands moved from my face to my waist and my moved to his chest to feel his beating heart. I noticed his hands slowly move to my hips, caressing them softly. It felt amazing but we were outside! His kisses began to trail on the side of my neck. The raining only intensified our fire burning inside. Our lips broke apart for a small moment.

"Pete" Broke fragments of words left my lips because Peter or I could control our hunger for each other. My knee went in between his legs and gently pressed against him. "No-no." I said

"We really should stop Y/n" Peter said panting and unbuttoning his shirt.

"Hey Pete!" A voice yelled behind the curtains. Pete and I let off a big sigh of disappointment. "Here I come!" Pete replied buttoning his shirt up. He looked me in my eyes and his eyes were filled with lust and so was I.

"I'm sorry beautiful. Maybe we can finish later" He said cheekily and shy. I stood in shock trying to catch up with my heart rate.

"Yes. Please." I said shyly. He laughed at me.

"Weirdo" He said going back inside. "Come eat Y/n!" He yelled once he was inside. I gasped for air he was finally gone and I panicked.

'Was he going to have sex with me on the fire escape?! How?! What does he mean finish later?! He wants to have sex with me?!'

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"Omg that food was so good!! What restaurant was that from?" I asked

"I don't know what it's called it's on 63rd street." Peter replied wiping his mouth.

"We have to go back that rice and chicken was killer!" Ned said

"Welp! I'm gonna head out. My parents need me home early. So thanks for letting me come over and eat your food!" Michelle said

"My house is in your direction so I'll walk with you!" Ned said rushing up. "Coming Pete?"

"No I gotta finish this assignment for bio with Y/n. But call when you guys make it home safely." Peter replied and Ned nodded.

"See ya!" The door closed behind the two and the silence erupted. Peter stared at me as if he was going to tear me apart.

"So! I'm gonna clean up this mess." I say.

"Okay I'll head in the room to start the assignment."

Why am I so nervous to go into the room!