Dear Damon Fizzy

To Damon

Damon my love <3 I know you are sad and confused and a bundle of fun at the moment. But I would like to say some things.

1. Damon, do NOT change for anyone. Be yourself. If people do not love you for you, who are they? I love you and so does the fizzy family. Fudge the people who don't like it.

2. There is always going to be ignorant, careless, heartless jerks in this world trying to pull anyone down. I've gotten bullied, and everyone tells me it's because they are jealous. But here I stand thinking I'm to ugly. But you have all this fame and success that they are jealous of. You have amazing friends and family, they are probably hurting and wanting your success.

3. Jason: WHOEVER THE LIVING FUDGE THINKS THAT YOU SHOULD BE KICKED OUT OF EVENTS FOR BEING KIND IS NOTHING. They are the most disrespectful kind of person and I wish I could banish them forever. YOU were the stronger one, helping out a friend. As to why he blocked you, I don't know and that's none of my business. But if anyone asks.. IVE MET JASON TOO. wow. Am I not allowed to go to Warped now? t( ' - ' t) Honestly, it's Jason's problem and no one else's.

4. Damon, I know how hard it must be for stuff to pile up and all the hate to build on your shoulders. I can get one hateful comment and would probably cry. But you probably have thousands upon thousands of people putting you down everyday and you are SO strong. I promise you those people are ones that need to stay out of your life, no matter how much they may have meant to you.

5. As you can tell by the picture (hopefully) I have met you! Last year at warped! :D It was honestly one of the best days of my ENTIRE life. When I met you, you were so sweet and caring! All smiles and fun c; I was so happy to see you! You hugged everyone and took a picture with them and made every persons day! Even though you could have been tired or hot or pushed on time you managed to get through everyone!
HOW CAN ANYONE CALL YOU RUDE. All you do is care for people!
When I met you I told you to stay strong! Our convo:
Rachel (me): Hey!
Damon: Hi! How are you?
Me: Amazing !!
*Hug*
*Picture*
Me: Stay Strong! I love you!
Damon: Aww thanks you too!
Me: -walking away- I gave Bryan a note I wrote you all !
Damon: Okay! Thank you!
:D

^^^ No rudeness whatsoever.
So if you think Damon is ever rude. check yourself before you shrek yourself.

6. You're not perfect, you make mistakes, you cry, you laugh, you fall, you get back up. YOURE HUMAN.
Not many people understand that you are human and have feelings too, but I do. It bothers me knowing you can be sad, scared, hurting, or in pain and I can't text you and ask you if you are okay. Or text you and try to cheer you up. I know I probably never will be able to do that, because I'm just that "other fan" but at lease know I really do care about you.

If you ever want to talk:
Twitter: @Rachel1856
Instagram: @Skybats_
Snapchat: @Musically_Crazy

7. I want you to know you help so many. You've helped me in ways I can't describe. Thank you. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
-I've cut
-I've starved
-I've attempted suicide
-I've been bullied
-My parents are both disabled (mom: Multiple sclerosis, Dad: No legs)
-I'm 16 and have to take care of both my parents
-I've been mentally, emotionally abused
-Ive had food thrown at me
-I've been used
-I've been sexually assaulted on MULTIPLE occasions

But I'm still here. I'm alive.
Im breathing. Smiling. almost 21 months clean of self harm. I can honestly say you've helped me through it. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

I can never say it enough.

But if you EVER think you are not good enough, know you are.
I love you.
The fizzy family loves you.
We all love you.

I'm going to end this now..
Remember I love you <3
Stay Strong, I'll be your anchor.
-Rachel