Do you ever feel like falling apart?
Like you were just doomed from the start?
Do you feel just a little pain?
Just enough to stay awake,
And feel your stitches coming loose?
Like your neck is laced with a noose?
That your life was fine,
And your life used to shine,
But now it's all dull and gray,
And you wish you could go away,
Not forever but just a while,
Till you feel you can smile,
Without lying through your teeth,
Without bleeding underneath,
Inside in your chest,
Where you it would be best,
Where you wish you could breathe,
Where could be an ocean sea,
Calm and precious and oh so pretty,
And maybe, one day, witty?
Do you ever feel better?