The world is a bitch

Living with drepression

Living with depression is horrible thing to go through even on social media even on here you get bullied by other people they don't understand you if your autism person it's even worse I don't see the world like they do I can't be normal like them I'm different I'm can't be myself because some people won't let me I hate getting bullied or harassing by people It's horrible I hate to see other peoples get it I get bullied by the my mum and sister it's makes so low I want to kill my self they don't understand me they hate me I think they planing to kill me when I'm a sleep it's just a feeling I have it's hard and bad for family to bully you it's horrible and nasty my uncle died they don't care it's my father dad they should care I honestly think I should be dead I can't take it anymore life is pointless I get bullied by a stupid blonde bitch and her friend when good friend of mine dead that way I also hate my mum sometimes she always shouted for doing nothing wrong and my sister is brainwashed her to be completely bitch to me I done nothing or anything so bitchy my sister is always telling what I can or can't do it's my life I can do  what I want she wants me to changed my personality and my mood I can't do that anger and being bad ass is my thing  I get bullied by her so much thinking of ending times I hate being walked over by someone I'm all of woman empowerment she woman to I'm not being pushed by this i got bullied by my brother all my life and my big sister that why I get anger for she don't like my friend she done nothing wrong she my friend and she hates me my sister and brother they both older than me my mum is completely upset me and bullied me my whole life to I feel life I'm in nazi German they don't love me for being Austim that horrible and nasty that's why I'm not like other people they want to be like other else and they want to perfect like my little sister  no one perfect the reason why they  want me like my little sister because she not autism like me I feel alone and a freak my brother and older sister don't have it they bully me for it I can't do anything about it I want to end it all and I want to die I need someone help  my uncle died they didn't care and also if you shipper or follow a shipper don't contact me or follow me I won't like it because it's anger me so much it's not good for my mental health I been bullied by shippers it's not good for my depression and mental health it's not good at all I also got nasty comment by another author it was very horrible and mean i clearly said if your a shipper don't comment or  talk to me or follow me leave me alone shippers