Never ending

I think.....

I've been living with Cam for 4 years. Yeah I know. I'm supposed to be at home with mom, but Kayla wanted to stay. Yeah.
Me and Matt are official finally but I haven't really spent time with him since my sister had been here. But I think he understands.
I am in my room thinking about how I'm gonna get mom out here next week. She don't want to come out here and I'm trying to force her. But she don't want to. But, she will!
"Hey!" Matt said waking in. "Hey. Whatcha doin?" I asked. "Well I was wanting to go swimming with the most amazing girl in this house." Matt said with a cheeky grin. "Sorry. I think Cam went to the mall with his friends." I smiled. "Haha so funny! But seriously. Got get dressed and meet me downstairs. Love you!" Matt said and kissed my head.
I got off my butt, washed off, got dressed, and walked out with my phone. "I always wondered him in the world I got stuck with a beautiful girl like you." Matt said. "And I wonder how in the world I got so lucky to be with you." I said. I hugged him and we kissed for a bit. "Hey. Where is everybody?" I asked. "They went to the mall for today." He said. "Oh yeah. Forgot." I said. I grabbed matts hand and he grabbed his keys and we walked out.
*skipping the ride*
"Okay, I finally get to spend time with my woman." Matt yelled. "I love you dork!" I said. "You committed. Hah. So I'm the one meant for you." He teased. " I know or I wouldn't be with you!" I exclaimed. "Well, I love you too!" He said hugging me.
We sat on the beach and talked for a while. "So, you goin to college after this month?" He asked. "No. I want to wait for at least a year or two." I said. "Yeah. Me too." He agreed. "So what would you do in those two years?" He asked. "Spend time with you most deffinatly. I'm 19 and I want to have a good time in my teens before I'm 20. I'm gonna be old Matt!" I exaggerated. "Yeah me also but as long as you want me in your life then, I'm okay." He said kissing my forehead. "Yeah. Well what else do we plan?" I asked. "I don't know. Didn't your little 12 year old self imagine those things when you stayed at my house with Tyler?" He asked. "Haha so funny!" I exclaimed. He giggled and so did I. "But other than that, I haven't voted on the decision I made. I'm not sure cause it's a big decision." I said looking out at the sea. "Well what is it?" He asked. "Kids. I have always wanted a boy cause if I had a girl, then she would have all that period stuff when she got older and I would have to worry about boys and all that." I blabbed on. "But I'm not saying I wouldn't be happy with a girl either. I just preferred a boy." I said. "What would you name him?" Matt asked. "Braxton Lee." I answered. "I like that name." Matt said. "Yeah. Me too" I said. "Well, we gonna swim, or nah?" I said. He smiled an I stood up.
Pulled off my top and shorts do I was left in my bikini. I waited for Matt to stop staring so we could swim. "Matt. listen to me. Hello? Matt let's go swim!" I said trying to get his attention. "Oh ugh yeah. Sorry. Let's go." Matt stood up, pulled off his muscle-tee and took my hand. "Your v-line kills me Matt!" I said. "Hah sorry!" He said. He let go of my hand and ran in the water. "Matt! Wait!" I yelled. I jogged and caught up to him. I got behind him and called him again. "Matt!" I whined. "Your cute. Just come here and hold me tight. Please!" Matt begged. "I couldn't say no." I wrapped my arms around him and he did the same thing. "So about that baby?" Matt said. I giggled. "Yeah what about it?" I asked. "Who do you want the dad to be. Since, you know. He's gonna have my middle name if it's a boy." I could feel him smirking. "You will be the father of our child. And that statement stands." I commanded. "Okay good." Matt said

We played in the water for a few more hours and talked and ate and talked and ate.
I was think on the way home. ' I am old enough to have a kid. I'm 19. My mom had me at 17. I'm graduating and Cameron is getting me and Matt an apartment and I miss Tyler cause she went on vacation with Hayes. I am ready for a child.'

"That was a very fun day. I'm glad I got to spend time with you!" Matt said. "Im ready." I said. "Huh?" Matt asked confused. "Only if your ready to have a kid, then I am. Cause we have to be partners on this. But I'm not gonna get pregnant until your ready." I exclaimed then got out if the car. I went in the house and I walked in the kitchen. I don't know why I walked off. "Hey, you okay?" Matt asked. "Ugh yeah. It's just, it wasn't to long ago when we made an agreement on staying friends for a while. Now look at us. Trying to agree on having a child." I giggled. "I'm ready too. I just don't want you making a mistake." He said assuring me. I smiled and hugged him tight. "Let's go take a shower. I smell like fish" I said. We laughed and got our clothes, towels,etc. I got in the bathroom and stripped off. Not long after, Matt joined. Watching the water run off his face, drip out of his hair, touching his muscles and toned skin, I was amazed. He was in shape and I look like a nasty troll or something. "Your so sexy and I'm so..... Not" I giggled. "You have a beautiful body." he said. "I still remember, when you mom had to go on business trips for like weeks and stuff, you came to my house and we had to take showers and baths together on busy nights." I said. "Yeah. I do too. It was when I first started getting used to you." I chuckled. He grabbed my waist and pushed me gently on the wall. "Is it time now?" He subductively asked. "If you want." I whispered. "Good" I heard him mumble. He did what he had to do.