Once you give up
And disappear
Hoping never to come back,
hoping to be deadly sick
You end up
Getting better
And living
And you just wont die
You tried cutting,
the hospital saved you
You tried drugging,
the hospital saved you
You tried to disappear
But it was as if you were wearing neon
And All eyes on you
But that happens every day
Again and again and again
And again
And
Again.