I hate the world so much that I forgot why I hate it.
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People have it worst than me, I know; but I still want to die. My name is Kennedy, Kennedy Jones. I am from London, England. Currently, I am eight teen years old. The closest to a boyfriend I ever will get, is my kitten, Charles. I have been single for almost a year now, and I am not trying to change that. If you want to blame anyone for that, blame my ex-boyfriend, Jase. He broke my heart so badly, I am afraid to love again.
Everyone is a little sad sometimes, but I am not everyone. As a mater of fact, I am no one. I am not a little sad. I am depressed. No, I don't just say that I am, I really am depressed. Every single day, I think of ways to kill myself. Every single day, I take my anti-depressants so that I don't kill myself. I tried telling my mom that I didn't want anti-depressant pills, they give you a fake happiness. I do not want a fake happiness caused by some stupid little pill, I want real happiness. I want to give myself happiness. Without some stupid boy lying to me, saying that he'd always be there for me and would never cheat on me.
But then I found him.
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Love Again.
FanfictionHave you ever hate your life? Have you ever tried to kill yourself? Have you ever been depressed? Have you ever hated every single thing in life, But then you met him? Have you ever met a boy, A boy who made you want to love again?
