They were at the airport to go back home after spending few days at Bali.Those days flew too quickly for Jimin's liking but he was happy that he spent few days with his husband alone.He knew there will be minimum interactions between him & Jungkook once they're back in Seoul.So he cherished every moment spent with him.They were supposed to go to their apartment which Jungkook's parents bought for them.It was their wedding gift to them & Jungkook couldn't say no. Jimin knew that much.He was glad that they get to live alone.He could just create his own little world & be happy,with or without Jungkook. He was used to being alone & he knew he could bring his cousins over at any time.
As long as you don't meddle in my business,you can invite whoever you want.But remember to not break anything or never let anyone near my workroom
He could still recall his little conversation with Jungkook he had last night.To him,Jungkook was just a big bag of mystery & he was itching to find who he really was.But the rational part of him knew that it was not an easy task to complete.He just wanted his current husband & crush to look at him with eyes full of love which he still didn't receive at least once.He was falling hard & he knew it.He knew that for the first time of his life he was falling for a man who never looked at his way.
"What are you thinking?"
"Huh?" Jimin was so deep in thought that he didn't see Jungkook coming in to their shared bedroom wiping his wet hair with a towel,fresh out of the shower.
"I asked what are you thinking that hard? You didn't hear me come" Jungkook said,raising a perfect eyebrow. Jimin couldn't meet him in the eye.If he did, he will be in big trouble & he knew it. Jungkook was a sculpted god,wearing just a towel around his waist & it clearly didn't help Jimin's big fat crush.He felt like he was not good enough for this handsome man.Maybe that's why he didn't like Jimin. Maybe he has someone who he likes or maybe love.But he quickly understood that this was not the time to dwell on that.
"Oh.. I'm sorry I was just thinking that maybe we could use the living room space for some furniture" he said instead,not looking up.
"Hmm... you think so? Okay do whatever you like.It's your home"
"It's yours.I'm just.." he trailed off not knowing how to name his relationship with Jungkook. It was true that they were husbands by law,but he knew none of them felt it in their hearts.Well at least for Jungkook.
"You just what Jimin?" Asked Jungkook, giving him a questionable look.
"I'm just here.. in your house.You don't even know me.We just got married & went on a trip but all I know is that Jeon Jungkook is a famous businessman's son & he is successful & that he's my legal husband.Nothing more nothing less.I'm so new to all of this.I didn't think I would end up marrying a man I never knew but here we are! Oh god! This is hard.I'm sorry" Jimin's eyes welled up with tears as he couldn't pour out what's on his mind.He felt so lonely & ignored all of a sudden.It was the anxiety,disappointment & longing that he kept inside his heart for a long time.
"Hey hey... listen...I know... I know okay? I feel the same as you.This is all new to me too.But we are gonna figure it out.Okay? Once I get back on my feet, I'll do something.I'll figure a way out of this mess for both of us.By then, if you no longer need me as your husband, I'll let you go" said Jungkook,giving a little pat on Jimin's shoulder. Jimin nodded as if Jungkook's last words didn't carve a hole inside his heart.He just wiped his tears while a new tear rolled down his pink cheeks.Not even his heart knew what it was for.
******
The next morning was busy as Jungkook was getting ready to go for work & the housekeeping lady came early in the morning to finish the household works such as cleaning & washing. Jimin just made himself a coffee as he waited for Jungkook to leave for office.He had bags under his eyes & he was feeling like shit.As soon as Jungkook left,he made a blanket cocoon for himself & lied on the bed lazily.He was deep in sleep when his phone rang.He sleepily answered it without even checking the caller Id.
