Haikyuu x Ftm! reader

Asahi x Dysphoric Cosplayer Reader

When Y/n wasn't at volleyball practice or games he would usually do his cosplays.

His friends (Tanaka, Noya and Suga) knew about his past time and often complimented him on his skill. They appreciated the dedication he put into each cosplay.

He often dressed up as male characters because he would be able to appear more masculine than he usually did. Often when he wore his male cosplays outside of the house, he would get called a boy more often than not by strangers. However, Y/n wanted to do cosplays of female characters as well. He didn't like limiting himself. Not in volleyball and definitely not with cosplay.

As he came home after practice one day Y/n saw that there was a package from Amazon on the dinner table. He ran up to it and ravaged the package, tearing it too pieces.

He opened it to reveal a short black wig. It looked like a replica of Levi from AOT's hair. However, he wasn't planning to cosplay Levi.

Y/n had planned to cosplay Yoonbum. A character from a manga he had finished reading about a year or two ago.

He had Levi hair, a striped cropped shirt and a long skirt.

The only thing missing would be bandages and bruises, but he would be able to manage.

Y/n hugged the wig close to his chest and ran up to his room where he slammed the door shut and began getting into cosplay.

He looked up a reference of the femboy and got to work hiding his (h/l) hair beneath his wig cap.

He wasn't a huge fan of the fact that for the cosplay he had to wear a cropped short and long skirt, but it made him feel more masculine. The fat that he could feel comfortable wearing more fem cosplays and still be seen as a boy made him happy and resulted in him feeling all the more manly.

Y/n slipped on his long skirt and tugged a striped shirt over his head. With that, he finished the costume part of his cosplay and was merely missing the makeup and special affects.

He headed into the body mirror and turned to the side. His side profile revealed a small bump at his chest. It was small, but it caught Y/n's attention fairly quickly. If he noticed it, surely everyone else would too.

He faced forward and noted the dip in his hips that formed an hourglass shape. Looking deeper into his own reflection he began to spot more and more things that he hated about his appearance and even began putting it into his cosplay skills as well.

He looked to feminine to cosplay a guy. At least that what he thought.

His favorite cosplayer who was an inspiration of his had displayed Yoonbum before him, which had given him the motivation to spot as well. However his idol did so with so much more accuracy then him. They actually looked like a live version of the scared, shy, not-so-innocent Yoonbum. Their cosplay was perfect, but when it came to him. He didn't see it as that at all.

Footsteps pounded as they approached the makes room. He looked toward the door, awaiting the visitor to knock or perhaps enter.

As he suspected, a soft knock hit the door, "hey, it's me, Asahhi. Can I come in?"

Asahhi was shy. Although for his height and size, many would assume he was an ass hole or whatnot. In reality though, he was a sweetheart and supported Y/n no matter what.

"Yeah you can come in," Asahhi twisted the knob and peaked his head into the room.

He smiled as he spotted his shorter other half and examined the cosplay.

"I like this one a lot, it's much more different than your other cosplays." This was not the right move on Asahhi's end. Y/ n's mind began to wander to discover the true meaning.

Had he meant that he preferred for Y/n to be more feminine?

As if Asahhi was reading his boyfriends mind, his eyes widened and his face flushed.

"I-I didn't !ran that I like you more feminine or anything. I really meant that it is nice to see you try new things with your cosplays and not that I'm saying you look like a girl. I think you look absolutely handsome in your cosplay. I-I-It doesn't matter to me I you're wearing a skirt you till look like-"

Y/n cut him off with a kiss.

Asahhi calmed down and began to speak again.

"You seemed kind of insecure about your cosplay. By that look on your face."

Y/n grew confused, "what look?"

"You had a slightly disappointed look on your face when I had said that. Y/n love known you long enough to know how you show your emotions and I can tell your dysphoric. "

Y/n looked down, kind of ashamed he had made it so obvious. Asahhi lifted his chin and smiled.

"You are handsome, no matter what you wear. No matter who you wanna cosplay. No matter what is more defined than a cis guys features. You do you. "

I grinned, an idea had popped into my head as I grabbed the makeup off my desk.

"Can you do me an little favor?"

He looked at Y/n with a suspicious glare.

"Depends."

" Will you cosplay with me? "

His glare softened and he laughed. Searching the back of his neck awkwardly he agreed and at the end of the night ended up being my Sangwoo.