Jungkook POV
Taehyung left with his head hanging low, giving me once glance of sincere apology and sadness.
A lonely tear running down my cheek again, I close the door to my room, closing it shut.
Remembering that one magical evening together at han river, I try to draw how we sit there. On the bench the cold wind messing up our hair dews, hearts so close.
A happy moment that will probably be carved into my memory forever.
The way his hands roamed my body, loving caring, his lips kissing mine and cuddling up together under the blanket.
All of it is so far away. Like a beautiful dream.
One happy dream, so I need to move on.
Loving him has only brought harm.
To almost all of my closest friends and family.
It's been a year, it's time to get it over with and move on.
It has never worked and never will.
So I open the google app on my phone and type in:
How to get over a boy 🔎
1. Distance yourself
2. Focus on yourself
3. Let yourself be sad
4. Acknowledge that it's over
5. Get back out there
6. Love yourself enough to move on
7. Get the thoughts and feelings out and then let it be
8. Grab your friends and hit the town
9. Use your time to try something you also wanted to do
10. Date other guys
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I avoid people. All of them. Jin waiting for me at my locker, Taehyung looking for me at lunch and my sister at home.
I want to be alone. Sit in my bedroom and play loud music to drown out my sobbing.
I have been drawing twice as much as normally.
From dead flowers to a bleeding heart. Buy all the drawings have the same vibe. Darkness, sadness and hopelessness.
I have to do something else. While not socializing with other human beings I don't get enough of my energy out to be able to sleep in peace at night.
Maybe a sport?
One immediately springs to mind. Should I dare to finally try the one I've been so amazed by for years.
Its magical to me how their bodies flow with the rhythm and the music so elegantly. Transporting so much emotion and passion for what they're doing simply through incredible movements.
Dance.
It amazes me.
I'm gonna try, I've got nothing to lose.
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I push through the glass doors of the unfamiliar building. Jimin picked out this gym center.
He strides beside me confidently like he's owning this place.
When I told him about my plans he got all excited and insisted to accompany me to the dance class I signed up for online.
One time is free and after that you have to pay unfortunately.
I've signed up for the beginners course and been anticipating Friday all week long.
Now we're standing around with a bunch of other participants, mostly girls. Many of them, thinking they're quiet, lusting over my friend.
Who can blame them tho.
Looking down at the floor because I hate all the attention on us I only realise something happened when Jimins breath hitches quietly.
I look up, following his gaze.
He's intensly eyeing a dark haired, grumpy looking boy being pulled further into the room. Guiding from their faces she's his sister. They look quite similar.
I chuckle at the baffled boy, much less of a show off now.
He seems to be quietly hissing at her, careful to keep his voice low though.
Jimins still eyeing the other male intently, almost drooling.
The next second the dance instructor walks in and all my attention flows to him instead.
He's tall and muscular. Maybe around like 6 feet. His dirty blond hair swept back in pure perfection, muscular thighs being highlighted by his shorts.
He passes through the crowd easily to stand at the very front of the room.
Everyone's drooling over him as he eyes the crowd.
"Hey. I'm Kim Namjoon if you don't know me" he smiles and Oh God dimples. Now everyone's melting over his cute smile.
"Alright, let's go"
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When I'm back home, warm water running down my body I feel good. I'm exhausted and tired but I'm proud of myself.
Namjoon started teaching is a really cool looking choreography that wasn't to hard to remember.
It took my mind of all the mess in my personal life. Jist concentrating on the way he moves his body, closely eyeing every tiny motion and attempting to do the same.
While I was almost completly focused on dancing g Jimin was a bit more distracted.
He kept staring at the guy, whose name we've found out from eavesdropping, is Yoongi.
Well we'll see how that goes.
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