Why is it that when its right, everyone thinks its wrong. But yet when its wrong, everyone thinks its right?
Thats how my life is. Day after day, night after night.
Thats why i cry at night.
Thats why i dont smile as much as i used to.
You have brought me down to a high level of numbness.
I no longer listen to the fights we have.
They mean almost nothing to me.
All i want to do is run.
Run so far and fast that no one will ever find or catch me.
But of course i cant.
I have to stay and fight the tears that have brimed in my eyes.
I remember the first time you crossed the line.
You told me l broke your heart.
But what about all of the times that you broke my heart?
What about all of the times that you threatened me?
Or held my mothers mistake over my head?
You dont seem to understand that that when you broke me, you would never get me back.
You try, though.
As i sit in the car, you try to talk to me.
I respond, but not with feeling.
Then, when you are mad at me, and you yell at me, you loose more of me.
It makes me sad to think that we will never be close again.
But then i remember that you are the one who started this.
