Emptiness // satzu

Chapter 9

"No it can't be it's impossible I only met that person a few days ago"

"Well there is this thing that you called love at first sight" What Love at first sight you got to be kidding me "Doc are you serious. You have to be kidding me right?"

"I'm sorry Ms. Minatozaki but the symptoms that you told me, those are the signs of being in love"

I went outside the hospital and went to my car. As I sat in the driver's seat of my car I still can't believe How the hell that I'm in love ughhh. I can't fall in love on her. I can't fall in love with a person that only I can see or can I say a ghost, soul or something. No I have to stop this. I can stop this. But How am I going to stop this stupid heart from beating so fast when I'm with her. I will just see her and I'm going to talk to her.

Tzuyu's POV

I'm still here at Sana unnie's apartment watching START UP. I really hate this though why does Dal Mi has to choose Do San ughhh this is so frustrating I want her to choose Ji Pyeong. I'm crying right now I really pity Ji Pyeong for not being chosen and then I burst out crying.

I heard someone opened the door and saw Sanna Unnie walking towards me. I immediately wipe my tears.

"Why are you crying Tzuyu?"

"It's just that the drama is so sad" I replied "Is that the drama that Suzy sunbaenim is the lead role" I nodded and focuse my eyes on the TV. I again burst out crying. Then suddenly I felt a pair of arms around me. Sana Unnie is hugging me? Daebak!

"It's okay Tzuyu it's just a drama" she comforted me and patted my head. I look up at here face. Our faces are really close right now like so close that we can feel each other's breath. The beat of my heart is going crazy and my face also started to heat up.

I look at her in the eyes but she's not doing the same, she's not looking at me in the eyes too but she's looking at..... my lips? What? is there something wrong with my lips? And then I felt something soft on my lips. She she kiss me. She's kissing me right now.... Sana Unnie is kissing me then she bit my lower lip and I came back from my senses and started to kiss her back. We kiss each other passionately..... then she pulled away.

I'm so shock right now "Unn-" she place her index finger on my lips so that I can shut up "shhhh Tzuyu-ahh I have fallen for you"

"Unnie what are you saying?" I ask her. cause I am really confuse right now "Tzuyu I like you noo I love you tzuyu I want to stop this cause I know I can't love you. But what's the point of stopping when this stupid heart only beats for yo-" I kiss her I don't know why I did that but I kiss her. She kiss me back and again we kiss passionately. Our tounge fought for dominance. Until a simple kiss turn into a hot make out. But we have been interrupt because of Sana Unnie's ringtone. Whoever who calls her I'm going to kill her ......just kidding ;)

"YAHHH SANAYA WHERE ARE YOU WE HAVE A MEETING WITH PDNIM DID YOU FORGOT" I can hear the person on the other line loud and clear  even though it's not on loudspeaker. "Ouch my eardrum...... okay Jihyo-ah I'm coming" then she hang up and then give me a peck on the lips. "I've gotta go Tzuyu our thomas is getting angry see you later" and then she left.

Wow I still can't believe what happened earlier I'm smiling like an idiot right now. For all those years that I have been lonely I never felt so full right now.

I have never experience this kind of feeling before is this what they called Love? Well I love this feeling. The feeling of always being happy. The feeling of being full.... and the feeling of being in love.

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