Pt 2: Daichi

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Haha. I'm coming down from a anxiety attack so I'm gonna write to get my mind off it.

This one is based off a personal headcanon that Daichi gives amazing cuddles.

Onto the scenario:

"BUZZ BUZZ"

I see the small instagram symbol pop up at the top of my screen with my other dozen unanswered notifications I've been avoiding. I slide my screen down. Hiding the youtube I was watching. To see that familiar profile picture and username.

A weight drops onto my shoulders as my breathing starts to get heavy.

Why are they texting me? What do they want? I havent talked to them in forever? Did I accidentally send them something?

I avoid the notification for a few seconds and do the only logical thing my brain can think of doing.

Calling Daichi

"Y/N why are you calling me so late at night? What's wrong" I hear his concerned voice say.

"I'm sorry for the inconvenient time. I shouldve thought before calling you. But I'm having a anxiety attack. They texted me."

"Y/N calm down and breathe. I'll be over there in a few"

The phone line cuts after I hear alot of movement.

I lay on the floor thinking. For a while I convinced myself that they didnt exist. But with their presents presented to me. I cant help but make it worse by thinking about all the memories and feelings.

I felt empty and alone.

I decide to click the notification and see what was said. It wasnt anything much. No real issue.

But their are there. They are real. It's them on the other end typing and sending the message. Are they reacting similar? Is the feeling the same? Why am I acting like this?

I hear Daichi at the door knocking and answer to see him panting and sweating with a bag in his hand.

"Y/N are you okay? Why are you crying? Are you okay if I touch you, it's okay if you dont want me too. I bought you snacks. I got pocky and meat buns. I know you like those?"

I tear up even more and collapse in his arms. I feel his strong arms around me.

"Hey y/n its okay. It's okay. What did he say"

I explain it was nothing important. Then cry as I rant about all the feelings that have surfaced that arent really feelings that are actually feelings of anything.

He stayed there letting me cry on his shoulder. Rubbing my back.

"Y/n its okay. Also your not alone. You have me." He takes me and lifts me up and brings me to my room.

He puts me on my bed and takes off his jacket before crawling in the bed with me. He kisses my forehead as he gets on and then lays with his arms wide open. I smile before curling into his arms. I lay there with my eyes closed. Absorbing the warmth from him.

"Y/n?" He says.

I look up at him. "Yes"

"I love you"

I squeeze him closet to me. I swear I can move be close enough, "I love you too."

I listen to the thud of his heart. So alive. Feeling my head rise and fall as I fall asleep.

Safe and sound.

That really helped to imagine.

I still feel a bit anxious. Dont mind that this scenario was a little bit of a vent in itself.

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