We Are Meant To Be

Dinner

Spencer POV

I had met Maeve 2 years before y/n came to the team. Maeve is absolutely amazing and beautiful and everything I had ever wanted. So why was I so hung up on y/n. These past four months y/n and I have gotten closer as friends but every single time I am with her I can't help but feel a connection. I hated myself for it, I have Maeve and she is all I need. 

"Babe you ready" I heard Maeve yell from the living room

"Yeah sweetheart almost" I yelled from my room

Tonight was supposed to be a special night with the team. We were going to meet Will for the first time. I put on a nice suite since Rossi loved class and being elegant to his dinners. I looked at myself in the mirror. The bags under my eyes were darker. I couldn't sleep knowing that I needed to take these feeling for y/n and throw them out. 

I stepped out my room and saw Maeve putting on her earrings and rushing to pick up the phone that was ringing. She looked at the contact and had a slight frown. I wonder what that's about.

"Spence it's y/n calling" she picked up my phone and handed it to me

"Thanks" I grabbed my phone out her hand "hello"

"hey spencer" her voice was gentle and sweet

I had a strange moment with her in the elevator today I'm surprised she called me

"hey what's up"

"I was just wondering if I left my wallet in your house" 

"I am not sure" I said this while Meave mouthed we are running late

I held her hand one second

"It might be under your couch, I was sitting there yesterday or it might be where Emily sat"

The night before the team had come over to your house for a game night 

"Yea I will look for it bye" I hung up the phone

"Spence?" Maeve watched me looking under the couch and grabbing a wallet

"Sorry y/n left her wallet here yesterday" I showed her the wallet

"Okay" it looked like she was trying to crack a smile

Something was on her mind but I couldn't tell what

"Hey" I stepped closer to her "You look beautiful" I kissed her forehead

She smiled, held my hand and led us out to the car

...

We both arrived to the dinner just in time and sat down. I sat in between Maeve and Derek. Y/n was sitting in front of me. She had a skin tight black silk dress with a small diamond necklace and matching dangly earrings. Her hair was down and curly. She had light makeup on and red lipstick to standout. 

"Spencer" Y/n called my name

"Mmm.. uh yeah what's up" I choke on my words

"My wallet?" She smiled

"Oh yeah here" I handed her the wallet. Our hands touched and I felt those sparks again.

I felt Maeve's eyes on me. I quickly pushed that feeling deep inside me. I pulled away and sat up 

"Spencer can I talked to you for a second" Maeve briefly smiled and got up

"Oh alone time niceee" Derek pointed out

"Shut up" I laughed and got up to follow her

She lead me up the stairs and kept walking a long enough distance for the team not to hear us. She turned around and looked at you with angry eyes.

"Okay Spencer what the hell" She crossed her arms

"What's wrong" I genuinely didn't know what to do in that moment. 

Damn it I fucked up I can't lose Maeve she's great

"You and y/n and this little thing you have I can see it" She seemed hurt and angry.

 I can't hurt her

"Maeve we don't have a thing we are just friends" I didn't know what to say at this point

"You are so damn stubborn" she moved a step back holding back tears

"Come on Maeve I have no clue what you are talking about" I spoke with a shaky voice. I was scared of losing her. But I also wanted y/n. 

No I don't come on I need to get my shit together

Maeve grew agitated "Oh please Spencer you have a damn IQ of 187 you know exactly what I am talking about"

"Don't be like this I love you" I stepped closer to her 

"You like y/n admit it" 

"Maeve listen to me-" I felt so much pressure but then she cut me off

"That's not an answer" she sighed

"Where is all this coming from" I kept trying to sound confused. This is so toxic of me but I can't be with y/n when the most beautiful girl is right here

"Spencer ever since she got here it feels like your gone all the time" she sounded hurt

"Meave I am right here" I moved closer to her wrapping my hands around her waist and then she looked up at me with sad eyes. 

I am such an asshole

"Your head is elsewhere and I don't want to lose you" her voice was shaky

"I love you and I am here but y/n we are strictly friends"

"I love you too" She held back sniffles "Come on they are going to wonder where we went"

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Y/n POV

You panicked and quickly shuffled yourself into a room before they could see you. You started replaying the conversation in your head. Over and over again Spencer saying we are just friends. 

And we are just friends I can't come between Spencer and Maeve that would be so disrespectful on so many levels. 

You waited two more minutes before walking back to the dinner table sitting in front of Spencer. You looked up and gave him a smile. He simply ignored you and went into the conversation the rest of the team was having.