Last Goodbye: Someday is Not Soon Enough

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I walked through the grassed walkway on my way home. I didn't feel like driving home, I don't feel like doing that after every session I have on Friday with her. Sometimes I wonder why I go through with it; the sessions I mean. She really don't help at all, It makes me feel weak when I'm there and I have to tell everything to a stranger that doesn't want to help with her own problems.

I sighed at the though. I have to walk home and live in the house that was once a happy home to now something that is justhouse; it's not home anymore and that is all it'll ever be now til he comes back.

He didn't live that far from me, probably about a minute or three away but, not far, none of us really did. We had things to do still and it couldn't be done if we are not in miles reach of each other, and me and Louis was in the center of the route of all of us. It was just how things went and how our manager wanted us to be. He lived alone now and sometimes with her, how would I know that you may ask? I know, I see it before I get home, the kisses and touches; I know of all of them.

I got to my house before the street lights came on, and there was a unknown car in front of my house. The shade of green and as the headlight were still on as the steam from the back pipes roared out, who ever it was had must have just gotten here. I walked slower, not really ready for a comfrontation with Paul or anyone of that matter that haven't tallked to me at all. As I walked closer to the front the car and closer to the front door, the person in car turned the engine off and the light went out. Finally, make yourself known to me so I get the hell on with my life as a loner.

I ignored who ever it was, they weren't getting out of the car so they must want to stare at me go in my house and that was they were going to get. I put the key in and turned till I heard it unlock and opened the door up, who ever it was in the car got out of it and slammed the car door. That is how you get someone to listen to you.

" Who ever it is can we make this quick."

" I'll make sure I'll do so." I heard a girl voice say towards me. I just turned around unfazed by her words, she didn't scare me anymore, me being scared of some object that has took everything away from me has made me realise that I must scare the heck out of her if she just keeps coming back.

She smiled towards me, this smile as wide as it could get or just too wide for comfort, it was creepy but, still not scary so I sighed with a dull look in my eyes. She noticed it and was distracted by my sedden non- caring vibe. Oh was that a good vibe that I had took on recently.

" Denna don't do this."

I froze for a moment, that voice how I want to choke it so much so it couldn't be heard anymore. I turned to see the new voiceon the side of the car get out of it and slam the door as well; Louis.

" I told you, he's not right Louis, you won't look at me the same."

" Excuse me, I have forgotten about him now," I lied," So can you have this discussion back at home where you both belong instead of at my house where you both don't belong." I lied again with a bit a bitterness biting at me.

Louis looked at me with eyes red rimmed and watering, " I sorry Harry, I didn't know."

" Didn't know what?" I stopped and turned completely towards him, " What is it that your sorry about?"

" No, don't you dare say anything to that curly lard ass." She said worriedly

" Good words for a itchy, twitchy bitch." I said back to Denna with a smirk before turning to louis again.

" I know now, I know."

" Know what?"

" That I was in love with you and not her, that I was never with her. That my mother wanted me to cause she hated you so much. I know now, I love so much Harry! I so sorry!"

I just stared at him but before I could smile and say something back a rush of impact hit me in the stomach that took me off guard. I choked alittle and heard a scream come from Louis mouth, I leaned over somewhat trying to catch my breath but, it hurt to as I grabbed my stomach I felt something wet sticky feeling coming from where my hands laid at. I took one hand from my stomach and loss sight as what I saw; red. I turn to stare at Denna with a fuzzy sight, she was smiling.

Today wasn't my day.

It never was but before I tell what else happen and I can tell you might be confused at, let start all the way from the begining then come back to this.

It'll explain everything I hope you can keep up.

Author's Note-

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