together again

what x have I x done

a/n: I don't know why I put this video but it made me cry remembering all their moments together also if you don't watch or haven't finished Hunter x Hunter then I suggest not watching the video below and there might be references to the show in this story so spoiler warning :3

Killua pov

It's been two years since gon and I left each other. I wasn't as sad as I was when I first left him but I would think of him and our time together from time to time and get a bit sad. Alluka and I have fully traveled the world together seeing so many different amazing sights and now our new destination is york new city, we are going to be staying at a hotel here for Christmas. I was hoping to see gon but apparently, a lot of people have no idea where he is. about a week or two ago I had called Kurapika, Leorio, Knov, Morel, palm, and Kite but all of them said they haven't talked to him for a while and can't get in touch with him, I was starting to get worried.

as Alluka and I were landing in york new I couldn't help but think about him. I think Alluka noticed because she turned to me and said "You miss him don't you big brother," I jumped a bit when she said that because she sounded sad. "What no! I was just thinking of what I should get you for Christmas," I lie as I rub the back of my neck, "oh don't worry big brother you don't need to get me anything!" she exclaimed, "NANI! of course, I need to get you something it's Christmas and plus you have been the best little sister in the world so you deserve a gift!" I say as I tickle her stomach, "big brother stop!" she says laughing so hard that it disturbs the rest of the people on our flight.

skip to when they land and are in a cab on the way to their hotel------>

"big brother after we check into our hotel can we go out and get some hot cocoa and choco robots pleeeeeeaaaaasssseee?" she said giving me puppy eyes. "uhhhh fine but when we get to the hotel we should shower and change since we've been on the plane. plus you know I can't say no to choco robots," the last part I mumble to myself putting my hands in my pockets. "yaaaaaaaaay!! you're the best big brother!!!" she said giving me a big hug

at the hotel---->

"ok, Alluka go shower," I tell her

"kay!" she says

she grabs her towel and walks into the hotel bathroom. I go over and sit on the couch which is positioned right next to a big window seeing out to the entrance of the hotel. I start thinking about gon as I was looking out the big window. I didn't realize it till now but it's been two years since we parted ways which means that if I do see him our friendship won't be as strong, heck he might not even recognize me! since we parted I have grown a bit and I'm now 15. ugh, what am I saying I haven't changed that much. but I wonder how he is now? did he get stronger? is he safe? why isn't he talking to anyone? and where is he now? as I was thinking this I realized that after I first left him I was a bit mad because of what he said when we were fighting the chimera ant, I didn't check my messages from him since then so he might have texted me. I slowly grabbed my beetle phone that we bought together and went to his messages. "16 messages" I read to myself. I opened them and I was so surprised

messages from gon:

"hi killua! I know we just parted but I really miss you it's no fun without you :("

"Hi killua! Are you mad at me you don't respond!!!!>:("

(June 2, 3:43 pm)

"hey killua! it's been a while, do you wanna meet up?"

(June 3, 10:30 am)

"ok, ima take that as a no hahaha:)"

(June 5th, 9:00 am)

"hey, killua are you and Alluka still traveling?"

(July 7th, 12:00 am)

"hey Killua! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I hope you have an amazing birthday and I wish I could be with you to celebrate but I know that you and Alluka will have a great time:) tell her I said hi!"

(October 31, 1:30 pm)

"Happy Halloween!"

(November 26, 6:00 am)

"happy thanksgiving Killua!"

December 25, 7:00 am)

"Merry Christmas, you guys!"

(January 1, 12:00 am)

"Happy new year"

(February 7, 5:00 pm)

"hi killua, I am going on a mission soon to fight some really powerful people! I'm so excited but scared lol so if I don't respond to texts I'm going to be fighting and training real hard! bye now! :)"

(April 24, 6:00 am)

"Hi killua, I am back! its been so lonngggggggggg we have to meet up soon plssss!:("

(April 28, 8:00 am)

"hi killua, I can't believe it's been a year! wanna hang out? my birthday is coming next week and I thought it would be fun :)"

(May 5, 6:00 am) (gon's bday)

"hey killua I think your still mad or you're too busy so I'll just leave you alone for a while but I would love to see you :)"

(July 1, 4:00 pm)

"Hi killua I haven't texted you in 2 months I'm sorry, I wanna apologize to you I realize I really hurt you by saying those things to you during the chimera ant battle. before when I apologized I didn't fully understand why you were upset but now I do and I am truly very sorry."

(July 7, 12:00 am)

"hi killua, happy birthday have fun! love you..."

crap! I've been awful to him! I ignored him when all he wanted to do was makeup and be friends again! he's probably heartbroken! I'm awful! I'm an awful friend! I-I need to find him and make a mense! as I was thinking this I felt tears coming to my eyes, what have I done...