It was the middle of the day when Defense against the dark arts class was over. My Favorite teacher or- friend if I might say, held me back. "Now listen y/n, I know things have been difficult for you after all that has happened but you're my best student. I don't want to see you falling so far behind." I had just lost my parents to death eaters. Fortunately, your Godfathers, Sirius and my were around.
(After POA but lupins still our prof.)
"I'm sorry professor I'll catch up I promise I just need a bit of time..." The only thing I wish I had more of. "Its fine y/n just dont push yourself to hard, okay?" I nod and look at my arms knowing what lies underneath my cloak.
"You can stay here and work if you'd like. I can write you a slip for next class incase you fall asleep again." He smiles hoping he'd get a laugh out of me but was disappointed. "Sir, I have something I need to tell you" He sits hoping it's good news. "What is it y/n?" He asks concerned. "I uh nevermind, Im going"
He was still worried. "What is it?" I hid my arms. "Its really nothing sir, dont mind me" I turned to leave but he grabbed my arm. "Im your godfather you know you can call me Remus. Now what is wrong?" I sighed and turned to him looking at my shoes. "Nothing, Remus" Tears started falling to the floor. "Its okay you don't have to tell me, I just want to know that you can trust me y/n. I promise" He lifted my chin up and started holding my face, wiping away my tears. "i do trust you i just dont want you to hate me.." "I could never hate you bub. No one does" I looked away again. "what about those death eaters? They hated my parents enough to kill them. And their coming for me next" Tears started forming streaming down to my chin. I tried so hard to hold it back but I just became a waterfall. I was gasping for air. "No ones going to hurt you as long as im here. Promise. Lets get you cleaned up okay?" He looked into my eyes. I nodded. He walked me to the prefects bathroom knowing nobody comes there. "All right go wash your face" I went over to the sink. I couldn't roll up my sleeves, He was standing right next to me. "You're getting your sleeves wet" He started rolling them up. He stopped. He saw my scars."y/n.. did you cut yourself?
I look down. "Yes i i do but im trying not to" He sighed. "I love you y/n No matter the cost. Ill kill anyone who hurts you even if you could do that on your own" I smiled slightly. I stared at my scars - my stupid fucking scars - i wish they could disappear. I wanted to disappear. At least Remus was here for me. And all my friends whom i love dearly.
"Lets get you to madam pomfrey" He picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. I held onto him tightly feeling safe in his arms. When he walked me down, everyone was making jokes and staring but i didn't care. I felt home again. As if nothing else mattered. Like Remus and I were the only people on the planet. My loving thoughts blurred all the noise. It was so silent to me. All i thought in my head was. This is it. Me and Remus holding each other. I loved the way he smelled, the way he ruffled my hair whenever i was mad, the way he told off students who made fun of me. I loved him. Romantically. I knew it true the moment we talked. He told me about the pranks, the long deep conversations he had with the marauders when they were drunk. I loved the way his eyes gazed into mine during class or talking. He was as broken as me. I loved him. Every cut, every out of place hair, every shimmer in his eye, every time he spoke. He knew. I always lost track of time staring at him during classes, I always avoided romantic questions. Because I left all my attention with him. He felt my breathing change against his neck as I rested my head on his shoulder. I gave him a small kiss before he set me down on a bed. "What's wrong dear?" I snapped out of it. "I uhm I have cuts on my arm" I undid my cloak. "Oh my!" She went to grab some bandages and whatnot. "Y/n Je t'aime trop" I looked at him a bit shocked. "i i resteras-tu avec moi un instant?" I asked him. He smiled and laid next to me. I had to stay up till Madam had my arm wrapped. Once she was done she gave me some water and left to her office. I laid down. "Do you feel better?" he asked. "Yes im fine . These will heal quickly so im fine" 3 Minutes later Madam pomfrey handed me a note and let me go. "peux-tu me porter à nouveau?" He picked me up the same way. "Oh i need my books. There in your room" I said forgetfully. "okay ill hurry then" he raced down the hall at full speed with me in his arms. He was much faster since he was a werewolf. "okay i go down now please" He put me down gently and grabbed my books. He placed them on my desk and put out a parchment and quill. "You can do an essay before you leave. Its a short one it wont take to long. I know Snape is next and i wouldn't want you getting in trouble with him" I agreed. I sat down at his desk. He grabbed a large stack of essays from last class. "Alright you go ahead. All you need is on the desk" He said. "Thank you. I love you" Its slipped but he had told me he loved me so it was fair. "I love you too" He walked over and gave me a small kiss. I got flustered. "I i uh" He pressed his thumb lightly against my lips. It slipped down to my chin then he took his hand away "Shh its fine. Start working bub" I looked down at me work.
A few - minutes? an hour? - later
I was finished with my work and packing my things. Remus had fallen into a deep sleep. His head was on the desk so I put a piece of chocolate near him incase his head hurt. But walking away i dropped a book on my foot. "Fuck me jesus ah that hurts so bad. Please fuck oh my god" I groaned in pain but alas, remus woke up to the ruckus. "Ah uhm are you alright?" He asked. "Yeah it hurts bad but ill be fine" he noticed i was packing to leave. "Ill walk you there" He said and without a no he picked up my books and led me out. "Are you positive you're okay?" I was limping. "Yes yes im fine dont worry" I reassured him. As we walked people talked and stared once again. "Ah look its y/n and her professor boyfriend" Pansy laughed at me. Along with several other slytherins. "listen you trick ass hoe, i dont want to fight but if i do i will break your arm with no hesitation" I smiled and continued walking. The smile she had quickly wiped away. Bitch. "Oh hey y/n" Neville said with a bright smile. "Hey baby" (its a nickname we arent dating him) He got all blushy at the nickname. "Im heading to potions right now. Lets talk about your new plant after class, I cant wait to hear about it!" I said smiling. "Okay ill see you later" He waved goodbye as he left for divination. "We are here" Remus said. "Its still 4 minutes until snape opens the door" I told him. "Okay well i have class so ill come by later" He gave me a big kiss right infront of the students then handed me my books. When he left it i pulled him back to me by the collar of his shirt. He had to bend down bc i was quite shorter than him.
(Lez pretened incase we arent cuz its cute btw 5th year 16)
All the students whispered around us. Remus left in a hurry to his class and Snape walked through the small crowd around me. "TWENTY POINTS FROM EACH HOUSE FOR DISTURBANCE" we walked into the boring class.
he kissed me. It was the only thing I was thinking of. He loved me. He kissed me infront of everyone. Very risky but no ones gonna snitch since hes the only dada teacher who's stayed for more then one year.
After the class was over I headed to DADA class to see if Remus had left yet. But he was there. He smiled as i walked in. "Can I stay with you tonight?" "yes but we cannot get caught together, I wouldn't want to be fired" We walked to his dorm wing sneaking past all the other professors. When we had gotten to his room, I laid on his chest. I could hear his heartbeat. It was so calming and he gave me small kisses before we fell asleep together. All the pain I felt just hours ago seemed to wash away. I just felt love. I missed my parents but It'll be okay. I have my love and that's all I need now.
Dans mon esprit tout divague Je me perds dans tes yeux Je me noie dans la vague de ton regard amoureux Je ne veux que ton âme divaguant sur ma peau Je ne suis que ton nom, le souffle lancinant de nos corps dans le sombre animés lentement
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