Just another life story...

My Demons Are Evil

MAIA'S POV

'I can't do this anymore' I feel tears welling in my eyes. 'Luke you have to understand what I can't' and now I'm crying. He wipes the tears of my cheeks and kisses me. He puts his hands on my shoulders and says 'Listen, I love you and no internet bitching is gonna change that k?' He holds my face in his hands and a put on a small smile for him.  We stand up and are about to leave the room but he pins me against the wall. 'We won't stay here if he's here.' He holds my shoulders against the wall and starts to kiss me. I close my eyes and try to forget about it. Forget abut the fact that Niall is out there and the press know he's here and what the latest gossip. I can't forget about it. I can't stop. THen our tongues are fighting and it's like fireworks are exploding everywhere. Now I can't think about anything over that Luke Hemmings. I bite his lip ring, he opens his eyes and we both giggle and continue kissing. He grips my thighs and lifts me up. I wrap my hands aornud his kneck and my legs around his chest. His hands are on my back and then they slide down. We look at eachother and smile at him.

We pull apart and I get a text. It says

Get out here they think you're with Jake. Or that we've had a fight.

'Who is it?' Luke asks but I can already tell he knows the answer. 'You know we're going over to America next week and the guys from 1D will be there but I want you to come. Eleanor and Sophia will be there and then we won't be away from eachother for ages ok?' I smile and nod. I feel like if I speak I'll burst out crying. 

We go out and Luke says that I'm going with them to America. All the 5SOS boys cheer and laugh and Niall smiles. We all chill out for a while and the Ashton and Luke go get a pizza and Calum and Michael follow shortly after. They probably don't want to be in a room with us two.

We were sat there for a while and the I stood up. Niall stood up to. 'Where are you going?' I ask him quietly. He comes closer and looks me in the eye 'I've regretted breaking up with you since I saw you and Luke together.' He looks really embarresed but doesn't stop staring at me. 'But you don't want to be with me?' I question again quietly. He shakes his head. I'm starting to go mad. 'So what?! You just want me to be alone forever? That's it! Oh ok fine I'll just leave and be alone forever then!' I start shouting at him. He looks worried. 'I want to be with you, I love you.' He grabs my waist pulls me in and we're kissing. SOon I'm crying but we don't stop. 'Luke will be back soon.' I murmur still kissing him. He pulls away puts his finger to his mouth and smiles. He picks me up, lifts me backwards and onto the sofa. He climbs ontop and we're still kissing. The doorbell rings and we pull away in an instant. He goes to the door and I pretend I've been in the toilet. 

I hate everything. But I have everything I want.