Part 1

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Spencer's POV

They had finished yet another horrendous case, and as a way to celebrate, they all decided to go out for drinks once the jet landed. As they often do. Spencer enjoyed going out with his friends/ work family. He normally wouldn't feel comfortable going to bars, but when he was with them, he was able to loosen up and have fun. At least until the end of the evening, once everyone had gotten a couple drinks in them and Hotch and Rossi had left for home.

It was always Morgan or Emily that started it. They loved to share stories of their best sexual escapades. Often this would result in everyone around the table taking turns talking about sexual experiences they had, which was fine, but he always found himself sitting quietly and nodded his head with an awkward smile. It wasn't he didn't have any experiences of his own, but that he didn't have many and the ones he did have were kind of embarrassing. Definitely not something he wanted to share with his friends.

Being the youngest member of the BAU was sometimes difficult, especially when you spent most of your adolescences surround by kids old then you. It didn't leave Spencer with many opportunities to experiment. The only girl he knew his age growing up was Y/n. She had been his neighbor.

They met when he started going over to her house to tutor, he older brother in advance calculus he's sophomore year in high school. Y/n was in middle school, but she use to hang around and he would sometimes catch her just staring at him. She made him a little nervous at first, but once they actually talked, he found out she was really nice. They quickly became close friends and for many years she was his only friend. But then he graduated and left for college.

He was technically a kid when he started college, when most people really get out there and do the sex stuff. So, it wasn't until after joining the BAU that Spencer truly had sex. Sure, he had kissed a couple girls prior, but his awkwardness and inexperience usually stoped it there.

His first real make out session was in a pool, with the beautiful and famous, Lila Archer. But it turned out that the chemistry they shared was what he had originally expected. The danger of the situation at hand and his role as protector, played a big part in her attraction to him. Three months after he helped catch her stalker, she had made a somewhat secret visit to see him. It had been disastrous. At first, it was fine, but it became quickly apparent they had nothing in common. When she tried to initiate sex, he had completely embarrassed himself by cumming the moment she touched his dick. She was nice about it and very understanding, but it was clear she had lost all interest in him after that. The next day after the incident, she told him something came up and she was sorry, but had to cut her trip short. He had never heard from her again. So yeah, definitely couldn't share that with the group.

The next girl, was actually part of the BAU. So, obviously he would not be sharing the time Elle gave him a "thank you for saving my life," blow job.

It happened after the train case. Gideon and Hotch has insisted that they go to the hospital and get checked out and when they were cleared to go home, she offered to give him a ride. He had excepted, but when they had gotten to his apartment, she parked her car and very bluntly told him to pull down is pants. Spencer was so shocked that he was sure he heard her wrong, but when she repeated herself, he couldn't help it, he was hard in an instant.

He may have been harboring a pretty intense attraction to Elle, but never in his life would he ever think she would look at him that way. He later realized that she in fact didn't, but for some reason felt that giving him his first bj was the best way to show her appreciation.

He had to admit though, the experience went much better than the one with Lila. Spencer wasn't sure if it was because he was more comfortable with Elle or if it was because he knew that she knew he was inexperienced. It kinda took the pressure off and wasn't too overwhelming. He even lasted much longer than he thought he would and to be honest it was really amazing.

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