Only You | j.jk ✔️

13. Day One

Y/N's POV
I buried my face into my pillow and screamed as loud as I could to let out my frustration.

"Why do I keep saying stupid things?"
My voice came out muffled as my legs started to kick the air aggressively.

After a few minutes of mentally slapping myself, I flipped over to face the ceiling with my knitted brows, replaying my dumb actions from last night in my head.

Flashback
I crawled onto my bed, feeling my breathing go abnormal. Placing my hand over my chest, I tried to calm myself down but of course, failed miserably.

He was just joking, right?

"No! He looked so serious," I patted my head, shrugging off the unwanted thoughts going on in my overdramatic brain.

A crazy thought made my eyes widened, so wide that I was afraid my eyeballs would fall out of its socket. That's kinda gross.

Don't do it, Y/N. Don't do it. Don't—

"I'm going to do it and I may regret this later, but you know what, I'm a crazy who doesn't follow what my brain tells me to do."
I said out loud, hopping onto the wheelchair and pushed myself to Jungkook's unit.

"Jungkook?" No answer. It was so quiet, I feel like he wasn't home.

I rolled myself to the elevator and checked if he was at Jinyoung's unit. Unfortunately, he wasn't.

Huffing tiredly, I went back to the elevator again and arrived at Hae Na's unit. Without thinking straight, I punched in her passcode and wheeled myself in, finding Jungkook and Hae Na on the couch.

Gotcha.

"Jungkook!" My heart raced as I took his wrist and pulled him out of Hae Na's apartment.

"Calm down, Y/N. What's wrong?"

I flinched and slapped his hands away when he tried to touch my shoulder. That was because my heart was beating so loudly, I was sure that he would hear me if he takes any step closer to me.

"Stay there. We'll talk like this."
I ordered firmly, extending out my hand to stop him from coming any closer. He showed me a slight nod.

"What is it?

I moistened my bottom lip nervously and took a deep breath in, feeling my chest tightening.

"Shall we date?" I blurted out abruptly, hoping he wouldn't freak out and run away from me.

It took him a few minutes to process what I had just spilled from my stupid mouth.

"Y/N, you know that we can't go back to being friends if we start this right? Are you sure? Are you going to regret saying this later?"
Jungkook raised his brow with a serious face on which was so intimidating.

"Why am I like this?" I muttered under my breath so that he couldn't hear me.

"Let me come to you." He said politely. I scanned him from top to bottom before nodding numbly.