It ain't me

Chapter one

" I'm 97% you don't like me, but I'm 100% sure I don't care"-Unknown
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Raven's pov:

Just like the words from Charlie Puth's song, The way I am, " everybody just trying to be famous and I'm just trying to find a place to hide" is me throughout my whole life. I never wanted to seek attention and when I did, I wanted the Earth to swallow me whole. Although I can't speak for everybody, I'd say I rather be dreaming of things that would never happen instead of having social media's and doing all these things that people nowadays do.

I, Raven Vera Hart, is a loner and I'm glad. A junior in high school almost a senior has absolutely no friends....zilch. Honestly it's kinda better that way. I'm not involved in any kind of drama. My grades are the highest it can be and once I graduate I'm out of this messed up town.

I'm not really a fan of Camila Cabello, but her one song called real friends is kinda true. Somewhere it says, "Why do I even try? Give me a reason why....I thought that I could trust you....never mind." That's honestly the truth in every situation, but besides that I don't really mess with her music.

   For the love of God, have you ever thought to much when you really need to do something or go somewhere ? Because right now I need to stop so much thinking and keep walking. Just keep walking, walking,walking....

   The school opens at seven in the morning and it's only six-thirty. The students don't actually have to go    to school until it's eight, but the classes don't  start til it's nine. Soo I might be a tad bit early.

  For me, this is my life. Waking up early to go walk to school, walking back home, doing chores, going to work, then finally completing homework/assignments and repeat. It's close to what I do everyday.

    My place of work is a local pottery place. It's quite fun actually. People can come in and paint some moulded pottery pieces such as plates, cups, piggy banks, animals, and etc. Sometimes I can even create   some of my own, but I just leave it at the place. If I took it home it would be broken in a second and I would never see it again.

   The owner is a really sweet lady. She lets me keep my created ones in a box at the studio. She even gets me little gifts like an art book and pencils. Some people are spoiled and expect expensive things, but I'm good with the most cheapest gift. For example, if someone got me a colouring book I'd be fine with that. Don't judge...I really enjoy colouring.

    Im sitting under an enormous wisteria tree near the front of the school. It's a pretty purple and blue lining of flowers that hang. The tree is such a wild spirit with it's beautiful colours. One day I'll be like that. Well not a tree,but a wild and colourful spirit.

It was silent as the minutes past, but I couldn't shake the feeling that today was going to be a rough day. It was more than that though. I always had bad days, but a change was about to occur. And I didn't know whether or not this would be good nor bad. But one thing for sure was it's happening real soon...I could feel it in my gut.

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Let me know if you like the story so far. And I also want to give some recognition to one of my best friends  that gave me some fed back. She does not have Wattpad but I'd still feel bad if I didn't give her some credit. But feel free to give some of yall opinions ✌️