The 2021-2022 Cherry blossom tour

first time

💜~Sammie Star ~ 💚
We'd gotten back to our hotel room and I wheeled over to the bed getting out of Connor's way . "I'll be right back , I'm going to the toilet " . " Okay " . After performing Ain't my fault , I'd confessed my damn feelings for Conn at the moment . I want to spend the rest of my life with him,however long it will be. But if I get the bad news that I'm going to die really soon, I'm going to feel like leaving him , but it wouldn't ever happen, I'd die and he'd be heart broken . I tried to pull myself up onto the bed . I ajusted my v neck tshirt so part of my bra was showing . Connor had been a while . Almost 10 minutes . " Having trouble finding it ? " I hollered . " No , not at all , I find it straight away all the time ". I eventually heard the toilet flush and Conn washing his hands . I kissed him on the lips . His incredibly soft lips . We started to have a proper make out session is how I think Connor would say it. He threw his shirt off at the wall , I began to unzip his pants and he didn't stop me. He lifted the bottom of my shirt up I raised my hands in the air. He pulled my shirt off and threwit at the wall with his he stood up and threw his pants at the wall and I took my bra off then Connor threw his boxers on the floor with everything else . Then he took my bra off.

Connor grabbed my ankles and slid me down the bed,and took off my jeans . My hands running through Connor's soft hair and making out and a little tonsil - hockey . I really wish to spend the rest of my life with Connor . Connor going up and down on me hard . I felt something . I wasn't quite sure what it was. "I love you Connor Samuel John Ball " I breathed saying it. " Samantha Bailey Star , I love you more". " Impossible for you to love me a lot more." Now I was biting Connor's lips. And we lay ,me on my back , Connor on top of me and now more tonsil - hockey and then nose to nose . I starred into those incredibly shiny bright blue eyes. We kept going for a while from 11 until 2 in the morning . The door opened then closed. "Umm... babe?" I asked . " What ?" He furrowed him brows . " The door opened then it closed ". " It was probably Tris , he forgets to knock sometimes , I've told him I don't know how many times ". I know had I don't know how many hickies from my neck to just above my boobs . Connor and I just layed there. He covered me up with the blanket . He was tying the condom up. I looked down at the bed . There was sperm on the blanket . The condom was leaking . " Shit!" Connor screamed . He took the top blanket off the bed . He threw the leaking condom in the garbage . And went to wash his hands . I was thinking about it . What if the condom had a pinhole the entire time? I mean I have a tipped uterus which in some cases leads to infirtility . But I'm not on birth control of any kind . I decided not to say that I was worried .

We went to sleep and woke up at 4. Got both of us ready. This soon became an every night thing. A few weeks later it was February 20th 2021 . It's practically my 22nd birthday . Well tomorrow at 8 in the morning is technically , since that's what time I was born at. I woke up feeling very queezy . I felt incredibly sick to my stomach . I had a funny feeling in my head . It was tingling on the right side . Was I gonna start my period now? I was hoping to wake up to the good news , my period would be very nice to see since I'm about 3 weeks late . I mean it's been strange before, there's been times where I went 8 months without a period and no way that I was pregnant back then, but right now I have a boyfriend . So I'm terrified that I'm pregnant . I was trying to slide into my wheelchair and go to the bathroom . Connor went out to get some breakfast yesterday we didn't have time to go shopping for snacks . I woke up to the note from him.

I wheeled into the bathroom . I began barfing my guts out. I was hoping that it was the flu . " Hey babe I'm back ". Shit Conn was back and I'm still sick . " I'm in here!"it came out as a loud grone. Connor ran in to see me. " you sick hon?" Connor asked . I nodded . " My head feels werid too." He cuddled me. " I hope you feel better soon ". " Thanks , can you hand me my phone please ? " I asked Conn . " Yea yea ". I looked at the calendar on my phone . I had it marked down that my period should have come three days after we had sex for the first time . Oh my fucking gosh ! There's a chance that I'm pregnant ! What the fuck do I do? This'll ruin Connor's life if I'm pregnant . Even worse , I haven't even met his family yet! What if Simon and Kelly disaprove because we're not married ? What about Connor's career ?! What about the band!? I dropped my phone . "What's the matter Sammie ? " Conndor asked . " I'm late , my periods late and I haven't thrown up once in almost 12 years , remember the condom leaked? " " Yeah ? You mean you think that your ? "