(T.w- abusive parent, mentions of drinking, mabye blood, Mentions of suicidal thoughts and attempts)
Corpse:
I arive at my house and slowly climb threw the window. I manege it get in without making to much noise, I slowly close my window and walk over to my dresser putting on diffrent clothes so my mom does not realise I was in somthing diffrent with what I was wearing. I then walk down stairs to get somthing to drink, while I am getting my drink she comes up behind me and places her fingers on the pressure points of my shoulders I try to wiggle out as she says, "How about you get the whole house clean before I make you wish you never came down here." Well a little to late for that I though and I nod my head to get to work.The first thing I start with is the living room. I start by cleaning up all of my mom's empty beer and alcahol bottles, then I wipe down the surfaces to clean up anything my mom could have possibly spilled. I vacuum the floor and start up with my next tasks.
Once I start doing dishes. I start by washing all the cups then I will move on to bowls then I will move to plates then silverwere. Once I get to the bowls my mind starts to wonder off to last night.
Sykkuno is really nice. Though he will never feel the same way about me as I do him. He probably just thinks of me as his friend. But him and I have a lot in common. But after a while of just being friends with him I started to feel diffrent about him. Soon my regular friend feelings started to shift to where I started to like him more then a friend. Soon relized that I wanted somthing more then to be friends with him. I soon accepted though that he was never going to feel the same way about me.
'Snap!' Shit I droped the plate and it broke. "You dumb ass child" I heard my mom say as she came over to me. She looks at me and says, "CANT YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?" I stood there not knowing what to do. She smacks my arm once and I just look at her. Then she smacks my arm again and says, "DONT JUST SIT THERE LIKE THAT CLEAN IT UP!" She walks away as I go looking for the broom to clean my mess. I eventually found it where I had left it last and started sweeping up my mess. Once I thought I had it completly cleaned up I went back to doing the dishes.
I finally finished doing the dishes I started walking to the stairs as I was walking I steped on a piece of the plate which I though I had completly taken care of but apparently not. I dont think my foot is bleeding so I walk up the stairs and I walk into my room saying, "God my mom is right I can't do anything right this is stupid why am I even still here I should just kill myself already it is obvious that nobody wants me here anyway mabye I should go the whole way" I walk over to the mirror in my room and kick it. "You dont mean any of that do you?" I turn around and see Sykkuno crying. "SHIT! How long have you been here?" He starts to play with his hands and says, "Mabye a bit before you broke the plate." I look at him in shock then he says, "Show me your arms." I hesatate before I lift up both of my shirt sleves higher then I normaly would. He scans my arm and sees a mess of scars and bruses, He looks up at me and pulls me into a hug. He holds onto me and says, "One I will always care about you. Two hurting your self relives no pain it will just leave you with regret in the future." I look at him and say, "how would you know that?" He rolls up his sleave and says, "I used to cut but it did not help me it just made me left with more regret then it getting rid of my problems. You wanna get though your problems you have to work though it not try to numb it." I look at him and change the subject.
"What are you doing here?" I ask. Sykkuno looks at me and says, "Well, I might have told my friends about you and well they where wondering if you wanted to come to our sleepover this weekend?" I though for a moment then said, "well I need a break from my mom and my house. She probably wont even notice that I am gone so that sounds like fun." He smiled and said, "Ok I will see you tommarow then?" I nodded my head and he waved then crawled out of my window to go back to his house.
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The boy next door (Corpse X Sykkuno)
FanfictionWith an abusive and neglective mother Corpse would quite often find himself at his neighbors house. Just for some peace and quiet as the boys get older and grow closer to eachother they both start to realize that they would like to be more then just...