f u rubaisha

chapter 1 (WIP)

The one where the lovesick idiot pines over the unattainable boy he unfortunately shares a dorm with. AKA every other fic you've ever read.

(I’m not used to writing as these characters yet so please take their characters more as people that look like Seungcheol/Jeonghan until I can get into their voices. Right now Seungcheol's character speaks like Dan kdhskhskkvcsdkjvkh cause that’s what i’m used to! I’ll read more Seungcheol fics to get used to his personality I promise but for now…. Yeek anyways)

The sun was shining far too brightly for what Seungcheol assumed was going to be a mess of a day. He was certain that the world was against him as he felt a sharp pain on his hip where the stream of light through his curtains touched his skin. He groaned and rolled over. Minutes past before his sleep was interrupted once again by the sound of his alarm shattering the careful peace he had lulled himself into.

It was time then.

The first day back of college was supposed to be exciting, and yet all he could feel was anxiety and a heavy ache in the pit of his stomach. Sitting up, he reached for his phone to silence the damn thing. He answers his mothers' concerned message regarding his first day with some false optimism. He didn't want her to worry after all.

As he walked towards the bathroom he glared at the neat, empty bed that sat parallel to his own. His...connection to his last dorm mate had ended badly. Their relationship was a little too much 'Seungcheol-falling-hopelessly-in-love-with-his-best-friend' and not enough 'best-friend-falling-in-love-back'.

He cringed at the memory. Although he was grateful that Jisoo had decided to change dorms this year, he now had the pleasure of dreading who was going to replace him. Because it still sorta felt like no one would be able to replace Jisoo. God he hated the way his heart ached at the thought. He shook his head harshly in a pathetic effort to forget him. This day was going to be awful after all.

He sighed again as he reached his disorganised bathroom. His thoughts ran wild as he got into the shower and tried to focus his thoughts on his first day of classes and not on who would be moving unceremoniously into his college life. Life with Jisoo had started out so perfectly, they had the same taste in music, they loved the same foods and their living styles complimented each others' perfectly. Seungcheol preferred to have his belongings strewn across his dorm and Jisoo liked having his stuff contained neatly within the area surrounding his bed, so there was rarely any mess.
Seungcheol especially enjoyed the way they agreed on the perfect sleeping temperature of the room. (He had never had such luck with previous roommates). It was only a matter of time before Seungcheol ruined it with his puppy love like he always does. He couldn't help it really, Jisoo showed him so much love and affection, how could he not fall for him? With his gentle brown eyes, and soft dark hair...his infatuation was inevitable. They had both been drunk when they kissed for the first time. And they were even drunker later that night when Jisoo confessed that even though he was gay, he didn't feel that way about Seungcheol. Ouch. It had broken his heart and he'd not been able to face Jisoo for days. The awkwardness finally became too much and Jisoo announced he was changing dorms. Seungcheol pretended that he didn't mind and that he agreed it was for the best but... he really didn't want Jisoo to leave.
"Ahh!" he yelped as the water ran cold down his back. Damn student water heating. He jumped out of the shower feeling absolutely traumatized and sorry for himself for the second time that morning.