August: you really gone just leave
( i was packing my bags to go back to chicago Ive had a hard life here)
Kira: mhm
August: that's all you gone say
Kira: what more do you want me to say august you defending yo damn mama when she in the wrong I just can't deal I just can't
August: kira answer me one question just one
Kira: what
August: what this gone solve
( I look at him like he lost his damn mind but really inside I just wanted to hug him so hard cause inside I really don't want to go I just wanna be here to spend my life wit my kids and august but I know I can't I just gotta get away)
Kira: bye august ( I zip my suitcase grab it and was out the door i didn't kiss my kids goodbye because i know it gone change my mind bout leavin and in the state I'm in I can't let my kids see me stressed ,hurt ,sad , only god knows how I'm feeling)
August POV
( I can't believe she gone my head spinning and shii and I'm just out of it me and kira always been a team I never thought it'll end like this I never thought that my kids will have to live without a mother Gigi walk in rubbing her eyes)
Gigi: where's mommy today we go shopping
August: come here sweety ( I pick her up sitting her on my lap)
August: mommy's gone away for a lil while
Gigi: why today we shop why mommy gone ( a tear trickled down her face)
August: don't cry you and daddy can go shopping
Gigi: its not the same me and mommy girls you boy I want my mommy( she was screaming and crying I never seen her like this its breaking me down)
August: Gigi stop !! Listen mommy loves you she don't want you to be crying like this
Gigi: just leave me alone ( she gets up and run to her room I just put my head in my hands I know I gotta be strong for the kids but the question is how long kira I miss you girl)
A lil SUM SUM I KNOW I BEEN MIA AND IM SORRY BUT IM BAAAACCKK SO GET READY FOR BOOK TWO ABOUT TO COME OUT"UNIQUE" GET IT GET IT GET IT SEE YOU SOON ✌✌
